Grand Mother Eartha's Dream
My husband and I always enjoy visiting
GrandMother Eartha
on Mother's Day
She often shares
last night's dreams,
which too often follow rather disturbing peak experience themes
Because,
you know,
or maybe not because,
how would I know?
Dreams about Her Straight White AlphaMale trauma
were maybe inspired by emotional
and sensory neglect
from both DarkGod Judgment
and EarthGoddess Powers
exercised back when GrandMother Eartha
was a fairly happy hooker,
addicted to patriarchal voices
of disempowerment.
She likes to teach us how to share
Her deepest co-invested dreams
In densely present nervous moments
felt native and indigenous
vulnerable and transparent,
healthy
yet perhaps not safely sacred
Without grasping
for Business As Usual top-down,
1 PolyNomial YangPole
always feels better
stronger
more immediately...
uhm...
satisfied?
More importantly than
not-not 0-Soul Yintegral Black Hole,
as clearly as +1P, YangPolarity
is healthier and safer than -(-P), Yintegrity
LeftBrain invariant languaged
1 polar light
is better and stronger
than 0 round
empowering whole night
of lunar stars
and wisdom bright
Bilateral appositions
dreaming of less traumatic experiences
while therapeutically servicing
Great White AnthroFather
polarizing hubris
in whatever worshipful ways
might have felt less competitively satiating,
possibly even more verbally co-invested,
and, speaking of peaks, nonverbally co-infested...
Nonviolently communicating,
with eyes and ears wide open,
enjoying sacred smells
and tastes,
touched by voice
and mutual choice
felt secular lusty
and sacred trusted
Co-empathic
1/0 ego/eco-balancing
convex/concave co-habitating peaks
hysterical
and herstoric
and therapeutic
bicameral double-binary experiences
balancing GrandMother's
bodhisattva EarthTribe
Her way of healing
inhumane rapacious past's intrusion
on Her sacred Dream experience
re-connecting ecofeminist equity
Found by choosing felt sacred presence
through Win/Win ego/eco-therapeutic dreams
filled out in timeless co-presence
Anticipating Great 0/1 ReGenerative Transitions
toward polyculturally positive
Green Health/Wealth TraumaPrevention
bihemispheric neurosensory opportunities.
When GrandMother awoke
just now,
within this Mother's Day Dream
she remembered previously sharing
When we awaken
we can choose
healthy-left Green Polypaths
AND wealthy-right Red
Straight White AnthroMale privileged
monoculturing monopolies
of both FatherSun Light
and MotherEarth Power
Re-exploring curious mindbodies
co-empowering win/win
evolving dreams
and lives
and loves,
bipartisan co-passions
felt healthy at their peak
and wealthy in our valleys,
so to speak
of core dream lover values
appropriate to Mother's Day,
of course
Notice
GrandMother Eartha instructs,
positions,
patterns
and rhymes
and rhythms
full MindBody
Your positive intentions
will re-emerge
when you take one timeless moment
to sit
and receive minute messages
Notice
dark inside
and lighter outside sounds
voices
filling verbal air
and nonverbal atmospheres
around
and within multi-sensing integral awareness
of interdependent you
Ego synergetic sensations
rooted in phylogenic deep memories
in bilateral arms
and legs
and eyes
and ears
and nostrils
and lungs
and bicameral hearts
and mind-spirit hemispheres
dreaming ecofeminist left win/wins
and nightmares of AnthroPatriarchal
monotheistic right Revengeful Spins
to overtrump Sacrificial EcoFeminist Losses
Multisensory memories
of traumatic duty
to service the AlphaMale's
darkest pleasures
without equally considering
my own polysensory
peak therapeutic experiences
In age
and time
and place appropriate
Mother's Day Timeless moment,
Much of what we complexly receive
with all six sensory receivers
now feel much more complexly peaking
in long dense sensing
intense awareness
Of relationships felt here before
and resurging now
Becoming more densely organic
re-organizing
win/win thriving
Positive universal enlightenment
and not-not felt faith empowering
ecofeminist bodhisattva grace
Eartha's Day dreaming
peak multisensory experiences
co-arising dipolar
found and round
rewound unraveling
enlightening SunGod
empowering EarthGoddess
polyculturally embracing
strong polar 1 and flowing round 0
In/Out Binary for ecological health
and Whole Open EarthTribe
resilient safety again
Still moving forward
through this now surpassing Mother's Day
Dreams can out-embrace
this inside felt
silent peace pace
in resonant space
Between polynomial Language
speaking of polynormative
Denying win/lose
as anomalous trauma
contextualizing future win/win
economic and political
and multisensory persuasions
Healing GrandMother's
LeftBrain invariant
concavely traumatized ego
yet also
outside convexly too eco-competitive
For Mother's Day
mindful intention,
HealthyLeft and WealthWise Right
bicameral balancing hemispheres
Here/Now copresent
Liberally conserving EarthTribe presence
in universal dreams of peace
restoring justice
while Self/Other win/wins reorganize
polyvagal polypathic delight
In both win and lose rediscovery
of paradoxical
SunGod trauma invites EarthMother therapy
daoist Light and Power dreams
of Yang/Yintegral Balance
Mother's Day moment
avoiding lose/lose despair,
dark depression,
degeneration
Straight White AlphaMale Historical
Religious and Royalist Colonizing Supremacy
distaste
bad smell,
tightening of the posterior,
custody of the eyes
and all those other shameful
and blameful
judged insufficient organs
unorganized
to resist
and bend to receive,
as is my prostate duty.
In better
and healthier,
wealthier and wiser
EarthTribe dreams
restoring justice
and Mother Eartha's forgiveness
for raping
what She would have gladly
sacred peak experience given
gracefully
multi-sensorily received
If you could have been more polite
and grateful
for health care nonverbally given
as wealth more penetratingly perceived
with unconditional warm regard
Especially as compared
to good old red-blooded
rapacious colonizing days.
Copyright ©
Gerald Dillenbeck
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