Breaking promises
Wednesday, August 2024.
Good morning to my friend.
Yes, I promises you I would stop messaging you,
But I just can’t help it, so I broke my promises.
Since you would not read them, I might as well do it,
Write whatever I wanted to say.
I miss you like a bullet in my head.
It gave me headache and heartache.
What and why would you care?
You found new love in your new project.
Yes, keep on doing what you believe in.
To me, you are running away from reality.
You traded in what you already have
For what you think you wanted.
You were chasing a demon indeed.
That is how I see it now.
What did I do to you,
To be treated badly like the way you did to me.
Once you wrote “and I usually make no effort to keep friendships”
Well, you were very good at breaking it up, indeed.
But the damn thing was you kept on doing it.
Did any friendships mean anything to you and were worth keeping it?
No, because you were cold blooded.
Are you not tired of chasing new interests in life?
Well, keep on playing your games and see how it would end.
If you think you are proud of what you did to me and others,
You wait and see karma.
Life is short, shorter for you and even shorter for me.
One day, it will be my turn. I wanted saying goodbye to no-one.
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