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A Monster’s Misery

I don’t like mirrors anymore 
They’re a reflection of everything I try to ignore 
The acne on my face 
My stomach gaining weight 
These love handles aren’t fake 
It sucks to be this way 
Cause all I see is ugliness staring back at me

I don’t wanna be her 
The one I call mother 
For she’s a snake in disguise 
Hatred always buried in her eyes
Her awful glare 
Her narcissistic behavior 
Makes me wanna pull out my hair 
Cause she’s something I don’t want see
But I see her in the mirror staring back at me 
Being her twin replica makes me sick 
Cause she’s a godawful witch 

I wanna go home 
But home is in the sky 
I can’t delete myself from this world
I must carry on 
But I missed my love ones everyday 
Why couldn’t they stay ?
I just wanna be free 
From this monster staring at me
Go away! 
Don’t come back any other day 
Just take everything you own and go far away 

I can tell you enjoy my misery 
After all the monster is me
But she’s a monster in misery
Unlike the monster who tortures me
I don’t wanna be in misery no more 
But no one’s knocking at the door to save me
From this endless misery 
So it’s just me and my demons coming to get me
Cause I can’t escape my fate 
Of dying alone without love and a single friend to lend a helping hand 
I’m ready for the worst 
So it begins 

Copyright © Brittany Richardson

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