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The Blows of My Heartbeat

Who knows where the wicked, wicked wind blows
Who knows, but it does show...it does show aglow
That there’s a glow, glow, glow in your eyes, I know
The winter wind blows as the burning rose flows

Sweat on my brow,
I live in the now
I want to show you somehow
That I’m stronger than I realize,
I’m not alone
And I’m not a failure
Sweat on my brow,
I live in the now
I want to let you know I’m taking a bow
I’m no longer on my lows and highs
I’m on my own
And I’m but a jailure

The blows of my heartbeat
Is pushing me farther away from you tonight
The blows of my heartbeat
Is full throttling faster than the speed of light
The blows of my heartbeat
Is gushing out of the waterfalls of my veins
The blows of my heartbeat
Is free-falling faster than the fastest car in the fast lanes

Come find me in the midst of a misery mindset 
Come behind me and follow me with no regret
The blows of my heartbeat beats for you alone, for you alone for you alone 
When you’re gone, know that you’re not on your own, you’re not on your own
For, God’s Your backbone

Sweat on my brow,
I live in the now
I want to show you somehow
That I’m stronger than I realize,
I’m not alone
And I’m not a failure
Sweat on my brow,
I live in the now
I want to let you know I’m taking a bow
I’m no longer on my lows and highs
I’m on my own
And I’m but a jailure

The blows of my heartbeat
Is pushing me farther away from you tonight
The blows of my heartbeat
Is full throttling faster than the speed of light
The blows of my heartbeat
Is gushing out of the waterfalls of my veins
The blows of my heartbeat
Is free-falling faster than the fastest car in the fast lanes

Chasing your embrace
Chasing your haze of happiness
Losing the race of grace
Crazy over your grazing gladness
Tracing your tears against my cheeks
Your spirit of loneliness speaks...speaks...
To me in its lonesome vibes of broken dreams, unspoken beams
At its broken seems

Sweat on my brow,
I live in the now
I want to show you somehow
That I’m stronger than I realize,
I’m not alone
And I’m not a failure
Sweat on my brow,
I live in the now
I want to let you know I’m taking a bow
I’m no longer on my lows and highs
I’m on my own
And I’m but a jailure

The blows of my heartbeat
Is pushing me farther away from you tonight
The blows of my heartbeat
Is full throttling faster than the speed of light
The blows of my heartbeat
Is gushing out of the waterfalls of my veins
The blows of my heartbeat
Is free-falling faster than the fastest car in the fast lanes

Feel free to take away my freedom, my freedom of my heart beat blowing and beating
He will give me a creative Kingdom, a let-go-and-let-give Kingdom not at all fleeting
Shield away the vanity from our lives, from our lives of beauty untold
We are like busy, busy bees in our hives; let our golden wings unfold

Sweat on my brow,
I live in the now
I want to show you somehow
That I’m stronger than I realize,
I’m not alone
And I’m not a failure
Sweat on my brow,
I live in the now
I want to let you know I’m taking a bow
I’m no longer on my lows and highs
I’m on my own
And I’m but a jailure

The blows of my heartbeat
Is pushing me farther away from you tonight
The blows of my heartbeat
Is full throttling faster than the speed of light
The blows of my heartbeat
Is gushing out of the waterfalls of my veins
The blows of my heartbeat
Is free-falling faster than the fastest car in the fast lanes

Scatterbrained in the weeds of your desolation
Refrain from driving me insane in your isolation
Unkind silence breaks us all and we make a fall
The blows of my heartbeat grows on and grows so tall

Copyright © J.W. Earnings

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