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mirror inspiration broken still here
I will refuse
to face the pain
of my conflict-ions
if confronted
into your eyes,
the beautiful
how they fall....
I can't
ever see
tears in your eyes
Did I cause them
or the one
abusing you
with much pain.....
I never called
Child Protection,
but its a relief
and anxiety
but for you,
I know its good....
and yet I should
but my conscious...
If you understood
reasons why
you may finally
able to understand.
I don't get a jail
out of free card
unless
I pull
a figure of 147
of arrests
back so when.....
I hate myself
but Anne
will not lie.....
Don't think for a second
I realize i'm messed up,
if you have seen my vision
over the damn years,
your little eyes may understand
I'm the mud and not dry sand,
Its always been this way....
There are monsters
and then
there are monsters.
I'll never be but
broken pieces,
but you're so brave
and its all
I ever wished
to see....
I am a demon
I don't pretend
but still
your will
is inspiring
to me.
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RGH Poetry
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