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A Matter Of Faith


When I was a child, I wondered

Was deep sleep, death?

Was every morning a new life, a new incarnation?

Waking up, I found the people around me were the same

I was the same too, nothing changed

This cannot be death I rationalized

When I came of age, I wondered

Is life for real, or are we just atoms clumped together?

Maybe programmed to do certain things

Where did the thought processes begin,

In the heart, in the brain, or the soul?

Is soul, a self-thinking, self-actuating program?

Is the brain the hardware and the soul the software?

Why do we all think differently?

Maybe because the hardware has variable Ram

And software has different versions

I thought humans were meant to do good in this world

And evil was only a manifestation of a virus

Today, life and observation have taught me many things

This world isn’t perfect, it was never meant to be

It is like a classroom where we all are undergoing a test

It is not even a level playing field and the syllabi are different

The resources are varied, and the exam papers are different

Those who cannot cope with the syllabus or exam commit suicide

In a sense, they have chucked the exam and stand rusticated

There is no second chance and there can never be in one’s lifetime

I believe there are discounts and concessions for some

The homeless, the physically and mentally handicapped, the orphans

Have no resources but have a bulky syllabus to contend with

On the other hand, the rich and the elite hog all the resources there are

Without paying an iota of attention to preparing for the test

When it comes to the divine exam, it is made difficult by design

For the haves and easy for the have-nots

That begs the question, why is there

An exam to test all with no absentees?

I believe this world was created deliberately 

And perfectly, to remain imperfect

If we can ignore the oxymoron, we may find the real purpose

God Almighty is perfect and He could have

created a perfect world if He wanted to

Alas, that was not his intention, He created an imperfect world to test

Us humans in integrity, patience, morality,

Faith, power, piousness, et cetera

And give weightage to the have-nots and lower sections of society

The rich and the crème de la crème get little or no weightage in this test

Just as every written test and interview is conducted to segregate

Who gets the job and who doesn’t

This test is for who gets Heaven and who doesn’t

Hell exists and there is a reason for it

If this world was perfect, why would anyone ever crave for Heaven?

this world and everything in it is ephemeral

Nothing has lasted forever and nothing will

Yes, it belongs to the rich, elite, powerful, and the hypocrites

But does the promised world belong to them? 

No, it belongs to people of pure faith devoid of greed and evil designs

So, why crave this world that promises you

Nothing but robs you of your faith?

If you wish to keep your faith intact shun this world and its temptations

You get a world in the Hereafter that is for real and lasts forever

The beauty of the promised world

Is breathtaking and beyond imagination

But do we have the patience and perseverance?

To wait until the day of reckoning?

Or do we say “A bird in hand is worth two in the bush,”

And cling to the goodies of this world

Not being sure of the ‘promised’ world

It’s a tough call, rising above the pain,

Suffering, hunger, and corruption

To keep our faith and strive to achieve

Entry into the Eternal Place of Happiness

The choices and consequences are ours,

No blame game is allowed in Heaven or Hell.


mbfarookh

Copyright © MB Farookh

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