Merry Miserie
Conjuring and challenging my silly, puny solitude…
Enduring and foliage of squalid grief…left me in the nude of the wintertime
Sometimes, I wander…I wonder…I ponder so good
I am naughty this wintertime, up to no good…misunderstood all the time
Not to intrude…not to be rude —
I just need the attitude of gratitude
Colliding like a snowstorm of shooting stars
Left with cradling these scars beyond a billion bars
Summer fades and fall has fallen below
Winter is here…frozen in fractals in fear
Here comes the moonshine of cold woe
Drenched in silent wars we fought in cheer
Merry misery shelters us all…
The spring will come
Merry misery swelters us all…
The spring will come
Merry misery stirs up in grim, sinister shame
The spring will come
Merry misery purrs up a storm like a happy-yet-crappy cat, so untame
The Kingdom will come
Merry misery crowns us all so warm and cozy at home…hunting for glory’s game…
Fretful fantasies overflow
Waiting for the moon glow
Shimmer me, glimmer me, shimmering, lonely soul in the dead of night
Dimmer me, consider me wise with dainty, demising, distressful fright tonight
Delight me with depressions
Drown me in anxious expressions
I dare you…
I dare you to break my happiness
Because I’m merrily…
Mad
Because I’m merrily…
Miserable
Because I’m very…
Uncanny, a wicked, cursed cure
Because I’m fairly
A successful failure, a blessing I’ve come to own up to as these hardships, I endure
Burning coldly
My eyes flicker boldly
My wings melt away
Ashamed…couldn’t sway
At the seams of my broken dreams
I couldn’t shelter me in hushed screams
You kissed me with a blissful lifetime
You screw me up…left me shivering all the time
Baby, it’s colder than cold itself
Honey, look in the mirror yourself
And stop judging me for the I’ve been through
Because if you do, I will vanish away and perish in the blue
Merry misery…
Come back to me…
Like a spring, you bring me happiness
But, this wintertime of wistfulness,
I’m in utter sadness
Expressing the distress more or less
Just to burn away the crisp, chilly conquerers of conjuring whisperers of glacial negativity…
Frigid and nippy and feeling mighty ty tonight…felt my way through serenity and strife and I made it work
But, I will conquer it and endure through this hardship of sorrow
Standoffish and outlandish you were throughout my life…you frosty, coldhearted jerk
Remember this this December — there is another extraordinary, extraterrestrial tomorrow
Come back to me,
Merry, miserable catastrophe
Baby, you’ll clearly see
I’m not always this delicate, precious snowflake of grief-stricken pity
My radiant, resonating reveries….
You’re my tainted, painted sky of miseries….
You showed me the lies behind your anxieties,
Inner self of suicidal tendencies….
Now, I freeze
At ease…
Please…
Rescue me from these cyclops, crescent trees
Bloodied with eyes carved on them in mere disease in negative 37 degrees!!!
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J.W. Earnings
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