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11/19/2010 12:08:04 PM
Talk me out of it	Dylan, Im not going to lie, I think about ending it alot. I know how it is to feel so overwhelmed that you think theres no hope and you can only think of 1 way to end the pain. Don't. I tried last year and it HURT!!! I took about 3 months worth of sleeping pills. My mom found me not breathing and called 911. I woke up 3 days later in pure AGONY!!! My skin was pale, my tounge was gray, my kidneys had begun to shut down, and I suffered mild brain damage. I cant remember most of the first 10 years of my life. Trust me, it's NOT worth it. I was being abused and i thought it was the only way to get out of that situation but its not! I read a book called You Don't Know Me by David Klass, and I'm going to quote it because it opened my eyes in an amazing way. "Suicide is not an option. It means letting the enemy win without any terms or conditions." Now what keeps me going is church. I turn to God in my time of need and He is always there and listening. edited by imsierra on 11/29/2010
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11/19/2010 12:08:04 PM

Dylan, Im not going to lie, I think about ending it alot. I know how it is to feel so overwhelmed that you think theres no hope and you can only think of 1 way to end the pain. Don't. I tried last year and it HURT!!! I took about 3 months worth of sleeping pills. My mom found me not breathing and called 911. I woke up 3 days later in pure AGONY!!! My skin was pale, my tounge was gray, my kidneys had begun to shut down, and I suffered mild brain damage. I cant remember most of the first 10 years of my life. Trust me, it's NOT worth it. I was being abused and i thought it was the only way to get out of that situation but its not! I read a book called You Don't Know Me by David Klass, and I'm going to quote it because it opened my eyes in an amazing way. "Suicide is not an option. It means letting the enemy win without any terms or conditions." Now what keeps me going is church. I turn to God in my time of need and He is always there and listening.
edited by imsierra on 11/29/2010

pages: 1