Hurt

I actually loved you, I think that’s what hurts me most Now looking back, All I see is my heart’s ghost I can’t cry anymore, My tears have run dry Everything you meant to me, got lost within your lie I gave you all of me, and placed my trust in you I should’ve known sometimes, it really is too good to be true Perhaps we never should’ve gone that far, We weren’t ready for what came And there’s no point in our arguing, Neither one of us will take the blame.. I love the person that you are, But you were never meant for me We only trap each other, Let’s say goodbye and both be free I hoped for forever Yet now I don’t even want to remember Your smell, face or even the beautiful memories in December Only pain in my eyes Pain in my heart Pain in my soul I wanted it all The good and the bad Because that’s what lovers do But I could not handle the bad side of you We took a chance And it blew right back in my face I look at my heart It’s now an empty place ..I held you in high regard, And you know what, I still do I just need some time to internalize, there’s no more ‘me and you’ You were a blessed part of my life, I don’t know if I’ll again feel this way And who knows what the future holds, Maybe ‘me and you’ again, someday? .. But for now I can’t deny it, We have run our course You’re no longer mine, And I’m no longer yours I’m not yours you’re not mine All I did was wait for a sign That would tell me that it’s finally time I get happy with somebody You became somebody and back into being nobody I’m not mad, why would I be Your choice, clearly I won’t be Sad because of the choice you made The words you never said The attention you never paid Time heals all wounds But the pain in this one should be forever It reminds me of how ruthless the ones you love can be.