Words From a Lost Heart

Family, friends, brothers All are being now lost As I see throughout my life Such things are now gone. Trying to find happiness Trying to find love But the eyes are totally blind To see what is inside someone’s soul. Walking around lonely As I imagine myself in a better place In the night, when I see the bright stars I know that somewhere there is my heart. I regularly have problems with my feelings There is something stealing my peace Thinking about loving a woman I just wonder how it might be. Things like kissing a woman I always wonder how it is By being both together And start feeling her lips. I’m not interested in touching bodies I just want to feel their hearts But it is very difficult To find someone that has a good one. Feeling always like this Is something that has me tired Maybe having a single hug Can turn off that fire. I’ve said to myself Don’t let your heart, rebel against your mind But I think that love is something we all need At least in one part of our lives. I just want to pull out what is inside Sometimes I just want to cry But the tears just won’t get out from my heart. Every time that I feel heartbroken I think that it will never be solved But there is always a small light That gives me a little bit of hope. I want to sit beside her Or just take with her a walk If I know that she is on other place I would have no doubt in crossing the world. So many people out there So many beautiful girls around the globe Maybe you can feel a lot of love for them But that special person can only be one. I wonder if I’ll die a virgin I wonder if I’ll die young But it doesn’t really matter Cuz I know that I’m in the hands of the Lord. 2017.