WHEN WILL THIS PAIN END

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WHEN WILL THIS PAIN END

WHEN WILL THIS PAIN END

When will this pain end I cried out loud 
benrath the autumn moon where the stars 
looked so gloomed 
Tonight I told him goodbye 
and I didn't want to be his wife
I did not want to lie
I had to just sit down an cry
why my feelings moved old emotions 
that runs deep within mind down into my heart 
Oh, when will this pain end?
I know not to cry around him
that would be weakness in his eyes 
another tear he will not see or hear
Oh, how this gives me more fear
right now he is out doing the blaming and skimming on me
he comes home talking sweet like he is casting a spell on me
like he is taken me as his possession 
while he is eating away at my fragile mind
while he starts to get unwined
his words are slowly  cutting deep 
Oh, how he loves to see me weep
I feel I always sleep
he gives me the creeps
my body is starting to go numb
while he acts so dumb
he even looks like a bumb
 I made the worst mistakes  in my 
is when I let him in it
Now I just want it all to end 
the suffering I had endured 
 so much pain and heartaches that brings on shame
where painful consequence are always near
that brings on the fear
while he comes around calling me dear
Look what I did to myself , I am going through Hell
I know I deserved a good man in my life 
that would love me until the end of time
someone that will never play hateful games
But like the old saying
love could be blind in many ways 
all of this is making me crazy 
its weighing heavyly on my heart
I've lost myself in the hands of someone else 
Not sure who I am any more 
He has taken the very best from me
my mind is always racing 
I'm always craving for freedom from him
Oh, when will this old pain end?
I'm sure what I should feel 
or what I must do to not make him fuss 
Is my life even real ? 
if it is why would anyone want to hurt me like this?
Why do I feel I am a puppet 
while the tears in my eyes fall all the time
while he is playing on my mind
the pain I bleed is running through me deep
This love of his is killing me 
it is  darking my life 
when will this pain end?
 
Poetic Judy Emery (c) 2017

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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