My Poem About Nothing and Everything
the chilling winter breeze
creeps through my window
another season has passed
and got no progress to show
same thoughts
same habits
same mentality
same person
same insanity
god chooses his toughest soldiers
to fight his hardest battles
he picked me when i was just fourteen
endless wars since then
so numb i may as well be on morphine
you died when i was just thirteen
wish you could've saw me, now
you would be ashamed
of the man i've become
im doing all the things
i promised i would've never done.
I really, I truly believe
that sadness is addicting
I feel like I work better
when something is missing
are you hearing what I say?
is anything hitting?
Im tired of speaking up
then taking it back
claiming that Im 'tripping'
This goes out to you.
the one reading this.
the only person
who can put up with my .
I hope you cant find comfort
In the that I write
because even I know
two wrongs
don't make a right
and Im just trying
to find an end
to my fight.
This isn't a poem anymore
its a cry for help
I wanted nothing more then to get better
and to focus on myself
it was like my crown jewel
but that went out the window
and all my went downhill
and I find it crazy
after everything
that my mind Kills me
and its from the inside out
and im just picking up the pieces
figuring it out.
thats about enough
keeping it loaded next to my hand
for now
Copyright © Declan Bremner | Year Posted 2023
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