As a Child
As A Child
I clung to you tightly
oblivious to the depts of your destitution
I couldn't comprehend all the screaming and shouting
but I knew it wasn't right.
One always left and the other remained in darkness
holding me tightly as if I was the cause of your damnation
and still your sole comfort
I cried
because it was all I could do
I cried
because these words were trapped within my mind
I cried
because you fought desperately not to do so in my presenece
I cried for you
As A Child
I saw how desperation eats away at the soul
how love equates to hate in the face of want
I watched you grow old
in body mind and spirit
weary from a life of hardship were nothing changed
I recall your youthful shimmering gaze
through those eyes I first saw myself
Now your eyes are clouded with lines of vermilion
lines which seem to span the contours of your face
As A Child
I would dance run and laugh the loudest
just so you could see
why I did this back then I couldn't understand
Now I can see that sorrow runs deep
it was penance for the sin of my birth
I felt guilty from your love
though I knew it was never your intent.
I Am Full Grown
Now with a child of my own
I lay here with the world on my mind
sadness in my heart
and the child on my chest
and pray this child will not be subject to my brokness
and will never think
or feel the way I did
As A Child
Copyright © Sean Solomon | Year Posted 2017
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