A Chemical Imbalance

I wait, And wait, And wait, And wait, But nothing. No call, No text, Just silence. “What’s the point?” I question. Every month It’s the same A reoccurring Self-sabotage Thought’s race He doesn’t love you He doesn’t care He’s living his life Out on the town Forgetting about me The one who Takes care of the home, His children, And any other issue. I’m old news If the relationship were new More attention would be bestowed Why do I allow this to occur? Hands clench scalp Gripping with eyes shut It’s all false He truly cares, but My thinking is skewed by A chemical imbalance Make this negative Logic go away!