VULNERABLE WAS ME

VULNERABLE WAS ME

We walked while we undressed each other’s hearts
Love we once had was deeper than the blue sea
If you try to reach inside my mind
You would see many things that made me scream
I try to never make a scene
You try so hard to find my weakness
I do freely forgive, but so hard to forget
forgiveness is the act from one’s heart
that opens the spirit to set the matters free
but that is so hard for me
the old dark places I have seen
cast a spell on me in darken dreams
where Hope, and Love, could never be
this is where Dark Angel thrives to cut deep
he lives on all my fears, and tears
We once had loved away before the pains 
and rains that came to me
in the cold September’s nightmares
with each step, we walked, there was always a fall
each word was sharp that pierced at my heart
every chance Dark Angel was making traps 
for me to fall in
Oh, how my heart was broken into pieces
while my heart started to break the light of 
my spirit had gone dim like the stars that fall
from that cold September sky
all my strength become very weak
my flesh became cold like Dark Angels heart
I felt so empty and lost, alone out into the cold
Hate and anger is all over the place
he truly doesn’t care about anything
To forgive isn’t as easy as one thinks
I tried so hard to avoid the pains he gave to me
But when hate comes in one’s soul
It’s hard to let it go
Hate kiss love, it feeds on fears
It leaves me wounded, with no end for peace
where the old pride feeds where I bleed
the old repeated past always makes its way back
the memories become stronger than it ever was
it melts you down like rose dust
When it comes to Dark Angel and I
It is always a fight for two different sides
We are what others read in books of darken dreams
Vulnerable was once me
Oh, he cut me deep can you hear me weep?
open that old thick book and take a good look
read my own blood stain ink that bleeds out 
what my heart weeps because of he
He clothed me in black, where the blood stains
wouldn’t show, He calls me his soulmate
his queen of darken dreams.

Poetic Judy Emery © 
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017




Post Comments
Please Login to post a comment

A comment has not been posted for this poem. Encourage a poet by being the first to comment.