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"hate you" "love you" "kill you" "kiss you", Eye sockets are pounding, Ears are ringing, Am I talking, Screaming, What is going on inside my head, Profanities, perversions, threats are breaking me in my bed, I know that I'm annoying ya, Or is it just paranoia, Lips twitching eye lids blinking, Am I talking, Screaming, Many seconds come and go that I forget, Words are spulling out as if I'm have a terret like fit, Wet, regret, upset all as I'm smoking my last cigarette, Cold sweats, I'm shaking with every breath that I am taking, Am I talking, Screaming, Sometimes I feel clairvoyant, But I know the future is just poignant, Not lights but every second of reality is as if my thoughts are chantoyant, As I see different truths and likes in each present moment I panic can't swim I drown for I am not buoyant, Anxiety and confusion instantly as I'm waking, Am I talking, Screaming, No stopping this maddness it is too far gone and far too serious, Fantasy, insanity, stupidity all just sinking me I have officially become delirious, Stability I need help from someone help to stop pounding, Please stop my ears from ringing, Am I talking, Screaming, "Help you" "wreck you" "miss you" "taint you"

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