ANALYZING MY FEELINGS

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ANALYZING MY FEELINGS

ANALYZING MY FEELINGS

It's already dark out 
I just want to shout 
but I pull myself together
and I start to analyze all my feelings
when I start to have those stagnant moments
everything that makes me feel so empty within
I start to to think about all those painful years
that brought on the tears and fears
that kept me so frugal
But I tried to always keep my decorum 
when it comes to peace and love
I know all who cares about me 
supports me in all my emotional pains
even when my life has so much rain
I can still see his disapproval eyes
while he speaks to me 
just to find away to belittle in his famous words
while he coax the ones I love with lies
But it will only last temporary
while they soon catch on to his ways
Oh, the fear he gave along the way
I cam remember all his conflicting words
that last out the years 
But I try hard to pin them down
but he was very persuasive 
yet, very serious 
he will always haunt me 
even in my sleep 
the memories are slowly killing me
He is nothing but corruption
then he acts so innocent
But his eyes are so opaque 
you could never see the light of life in them
his explosive ways 
eat at my spirit night and day
I just pray he will go away.
 
Poetic Judy Emery

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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