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My heart be scarred and burned
where did you go?
I needed you so 
you left me all alone 
it wasn't the distance that keep you from me
for all this time I had learned so much 
for the pain you left me in 
it wasn't the weather that changed me
it wasn't the rain that changed my mind
when it comes to you 
you cut me deep and left me to bleed
the way of love is never new
what we have is abuse
you changed my life 
you given my a dark state of mind
where dreams changed many things
it's not the sight of you 
that made me so blue
it was just knowing you that cut me into
when I stepped off the plane 
I felt more pain then it started to rain
your evil words started coming back to my brain
where memories started dancing around 
Just in that moment I started to cry 
I think thing are so much better 
while you where gone
I would like it to stay that way
when the seasons change 
old memories will remain the same 
but new one will be made 
Dreams ,lies are dead here
Now that you found me 
you can you can now leave me 
like you have done before
there are still kindness and love for me to know
but not for you to show
I had given you everything 
and all you ever given me was the rain and pain
of broken dreams that makes me scream
those long winters crying all the time
where memories play on my mind
I remember everything you ever done to me
my life felt up in a dark state of mind
where the pain stayed all the time
while you were out living your life 
where the end came crashing down on me
where you given me all blame and guilt 
I started feeling so I'll
just when I started finding my life again
you came around just to break me down 
where my heart broken in millions of pieces
you turned your back and walked away 
when I needed you to stay bye my side
Oh, how that made me cry another time in my life
I remembered when I first seen your face
you tock my breath away
but that was way before I truly knew you
with time all that ever came out of your mouth was lies
head games and evil pride
you left me like a thife in the night
haunting out my life
you left without a tace 
but I still have the wounds acriss my breast
that cut deep within my heart
Oh, you left your mark
So here I stand empty and lost 
while you take my hand and we started to dance
among the autumn leaves out on empty streets
where you give me your point of views
it took me sometime to get you out of my mind
but you seemed to find your way back in
will this nightmare ever end?

Poetic Judy Emery 

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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