New Me

I look back, not too long ago, and I wonder how this all changed. I had told God "Give me just a few more years." He didn't seem to listen to this plea. I question why he chose me, when I was so unwilling to change. But then all my self-reliance died, and I realized there was nothing more to gain. There's a new me. I don't understand it. I believe it shouldn't be. There's a new me. I can't seem to grasp it. I still don't believe what I see. There's a new me. How is this true? I clung to my insecurities. There's a new me. My life keeps on changing, and every day is another new me.