Heart pumps blood but now its pumping love,
Knew from the first touch that you was the one.
But I convinced myself that it was to much
Said we couldn't be a couple so we broke up.
Still broken up but act like we're not
Everyday waking up you give me everything you got
still i refuse to pull the trigger and take another shot
I just say I'm not ready and idk what I want.
Maybe I'm afraid if it gets heavy I won't like what is costs,
But with you I'm never empty and without you I'm lost
What the fuck an I doing and why can't I stop
From mistaken this diamond as a motherfuckin rock.
Cuz sooner or later shell get sick of my behavior
Then Turn from best friends into each other's neighbors
Cuz all I say later and she patiently waits here,
doing be favors but for granite is how I take her
Got her feeling like she's just this month's flavor
Little does she know she my true life saver
And even tho I know she'll give me endless affection
Im still looking all around for another's attention
Regardless the connection always find a way to end it
Cuz to me two's a crowd I rather have my independence
But we both stay cuz our love still remains
We push through the pain and we look for better days
I swallow all the shame cuz of all my mistake
Trying to make a change before it's to late
I just hope that what we got doesn't turn to hate
And i just pray that she never walks away