Hello poetry soup just trying to recoup for life can have very high demands I'm so glad I'm in The Good Lord's Hands. For something hit me very hard, made me ask Lord, have I played my last card because something knocked me completely off my feet, I thought I was beat. By GOD being so faithful and TRUE again He brought me through. Remember, The Lord can turn things on a dime and He's always right on time. So you do the best you can and leave your worries in GOD'S hands, for it's not yet for us to understand, now ain't life grand. Be back soon MilMan.