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John freeman's Biography I am born and raised, in pope county Arkansas, where I still reside. I live in a small group called Pleasant Grove, about twenty miles north of Russellville on hwy 7, a beautiful highway cut through the famous Ozark mountains. Russellville, a larger city, intersected, by I-40 is about ninety miles west of Little Rock, capital. I am a retired OTR truck driver as of 2009, certainly not a writer, as one may determine. In my life while I have written one poem prior to 2009, “The Tale of a Pig’s Tail”, when my confidence permits I may share on this web. Immediately upon my retirement, the first month of 2009, poems of the kind that I’ve shared on “#Poetry Soup” begin to emerge up from my heart, like a river that could not be stopped, as if I had something to write. Ha! Well anyway, you be the judge, but whatever the mind, I do not think it will stay this flow, sorry. The message seems to be, “God is Love, the power, of Truth which is his Kingdom”, the much larger picture of a reality, of which, the imitative will cannot conceive of by itself. I am single and have one son named Boyce, made famous by an honorable mention in one of my poems. Lol! Also, I have written true poems about my dear grandmother and granddaughter. I have many other children and grand children that I hope to write poems in honor of each member of my immediate family.

 I lovingly accept your warm welcome to “Poetry Soup”. Thanks so much, for your comments on my Poems, and the one Blog I have posted. My welcoming was fantastic, thanks! I am love, created to be, and that is what I write about, so one may say whatever one believes in comments, about my stuff. If my feeling are hurt my love will absolve, never allow yourself worry about that. It will not be a problem! Having not got some of the meanings in my stuff, feel free to ask questions. We all are touching some part of the proverbial elephant, the cosmic consciousness, of creator. I do not mind relating that I think he is the essence, love itself. We’re in this thing, the reality of life, together, as one bound by the essence. In finality, poets are poets because they are acting out, the creative nature of their creator, by the potential the creator placed with in the sacred heart. My opinion is that love is that capacity spoken of, though that is already known from the poems that I write, so who am I kidding! Ha! Lovingly, John Moses Freeman

Tending Toward Schizophrenia

Blog Posted:5/3/2012 1:01:00 PM

Tending Toward Schizophrenia

In addressing schizophrenia it is important to note that it is a....

psychiatric disorder with symptoms of withdrawal into self. I am sure we can realize the importance of knowing the difference between what is reality and what is not, lead by the logic of ones thinking. The logic of  lower human reality is not reality but illusions of whom we think we are vs. the essence of Love whom we really are. Our sacred hearts hold the essence of Love’s logic which is the reality of who we are. We live and move and have our being from the centermost essence of Love’s logic. Surely we realize that it has been scientifically proven by even human concept that all living things stem from the centermost parts of their being.

The enemy of life is not the concept of life itself, but the renegade logic of the void which escaped with life out of the void in the process of creation when life became reality. Of their own free choice humanity chose to eat of both trees, in defiance of Father’s instruction not to eat. We wanted to be like Father, to know good and evil.

Breaking free from void means becoming reality, surely we can see that life is the concept of Love’s reality vs. being nothing. Surely we can see that God’s choice to become something vs. void logic, proven by the beauty of life’s manifestation, was the right choice. It is not life’s logic which is Love that is the problem in life manifestation but the demonic logic of the void itself that spoils life. The enemy has sown the tares, he poems/love'>loved darkness rather than light. This would be Satan, logic of void, hath only his power though souls of Love who use void logic. Human choices have consequences. “Be ye not deceived for Love is not mocked, he that soweth to the flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption!” Love cannot allow itself to be mocked, it is the precept power of life’s concept which is reality!!!!!!!!!! Are we souls who do not wish to be reality as individual self?


The process of thinking itself, tends toward schizophrenia in destruction of itself when the renegade logic of void is in control of human concept. Wars and rumors of wars continuously, is schizoid thinking of the human mind led by void logic. Are we not ready for the refreshing logic of Love? Have we not lived in the valley of the shadow of death long enough? Have we not seen enough of the fruits of void logic in the destruction and misery manifested in the flesh? No smoke, no cloak, no mocking flocks. 

cheese,  Agape, Moses
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Date: 5/5/2012 11:20:00 AM
"Ye shall Know the truth and the truth will "make"(not set you free). Receiving Truth makes a new persona with the logic of love, which is a part of truth, the kingdom of Love. Illusions of human logic are not real persons, however don't be swayed if you aren't perfect, there are varations between point A and Point B. Even the first penny of truth that you receive is a part of eternal persona of Love's logic.beginners are winners!!!! Agape, Moses
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Date: 5/5/2012 10:53:00 AM
Jenna, I posted another blog "Illusion" today that might help you to understand my drift in this previous one. Precept pure consistency of wisdom is not widly shared everywhere. To understand require a shift to Love's logical thinking from human logic which is itself in a lot of ways illusional. Please understand, that I in no way lay claim to perfection in Love's logic. On the contrary, I find myself often in the Schizophrenic thinking of my own fleshly logic also. At the onset of life, when we are first born into flesh, we are met with these two logics, they are the basis from which we make a personal choice to be are not to be Love. This is an ongoing process of living life, it is compared to the natural flesh body's development from babyhood to adulthood. In life as individuals we are in a process of life learning what we as Love already know in our sacred essences. We must allow our Love essence to teach our lesser human concept(natural mind) to use the higher logic of Love. This will not happen overnight, so don't be dissapponted with the slow progress. Hope this has helped! Thanks for you interest.
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Date: 5/5/2012 7:12:00 AM
Thank you so much ^.^
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Date: 5/4/2012 9:39:00 PM
I will get back to you Jenna, later when I have the time to devote the time that your question deserves. Agape, Moses
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Date: 5/4/2012 5:18:00 PM
I'm not sure I understand what exactly you are trying to portray with this blog. I understand you are comparing the Logic of Love to the illness of Schizophrenia, but, I'm not quite sure I understand the allegories to Christianity...Well, I am diagnosed with two mental illnesses. I am high-functioning Autistic, and BiPolar II/borderline Schizophrenia. I am on medication for both. There is no logic to Schizophrenia, and it's hardly a choice. I often withdraw into myself and have severe depressive episodes pocked with grandiose ideas. I am quite ready for the refreshing Logic of Love, but one doesn't ask to be born with a mental illness, and it's very hard to understand Logic of Love and allegories of God when one has questioned why God would subject anybody to any sort of mental illness. By all means, please don't misunderstand, I'm absolutely not trying to be rude or condemn your thought process, just asking to understand a little better for my own sake.
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Date: 5/3/2012 5:35:00 PM
Carolyn in the case that you related where schizoid tendencys lash out at others, there could be disemboided angry, deranged souls of other persons passed on involved. When souls are angry deranged at the time of their body's death they are not at rest in the Spirit and seek expression through the living body in the concept of others of weak minds. Exercisim is not out of the question. Agape, Moses
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Date: 5/3/2012 5:05:00 PM
Thanks Sara. A good strong sense of precept Love's logic is quite benificial in these cases. This is one reason many of my blogs have been based on Isaiah 55:7-11. God's higher way(precept) of thinking is of course the mind of Christ within our sacred hearts. It is within us, we need to be aware of that and humanity needs to access the power of Love's logic. For it is a paranormal(spiritual) faith that holds the substance of our Father's riches. Prayer does help, but personal access to ones own personal source(sacred heart)is too much of a blessing to ignore. Agape, Moses
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Date: 5/3/2012 4:50:00 PM
Joann, yes medications do calm the mind's dilemma. A better understanding of what I am talking about here at the onset, in controlling ones thoughts with love's logic would bebefit us all, however! Thanks Joann for your input. Agape, Moses
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Date: 5/3/2012 4:44:00 PM
Perhaps they do see it but simply do not want to admit the obvious, Carolyn. When one does see it the responsibility becomes ones own. When I accepted the bible as authentic I begin to see the parallel of precept and concept logics. Even the bible is written paralleled. The old is written to concept logic of mind and the new is written to precept logic of heart. Agape, Moses
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Date: 5/3/2012 4:41:00 PM
Sad that some people do have mental illnesses such as schizophrenia..There is a genetic link to them and I am so glad that there is medication to help..Living with someone who has mental illness or mental disease is really hard and the people who live with them need all the help they can get from the one above to be able to make it each day..From a person who lives with a grandson who has a mental disease..Sara
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Date: 5/3/2012 1:47:00 PM
My brother in law is schizophrenic. He is in his own little world and sees reality completely differently from t he way most of us do. He is also paranoid, but the medications do help him.
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Date: 5/3/2012 1:15:00 PM
Hi John, one of my nephews has schizoid-effective disorder. He never withdrew into himself, but rather lashed out at others before the right meds were found. Also, we do have to pay the consequences for all of our actions. I don't understand why people can't see this. Love, Carolyn
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