Beetles
...Panic attacks can seem…
Pointless.
Jumps up and down.
A sighing yet struggling feeling.
Sighing out so much.
Because it’s boring.
Like a pencil lead from a mechanical pencil breaking.
Then y...
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Categories:
panic attacks, anxiety,
Form: Free verse
Affectations trailed with pet appellations, particularly endearments suffuses me with giddiness
...Affectations trailed with pet appellations, particularly endearments
suffuses me with giddiness
Even though veritable hypothetical unknown females
courtesy Facebook Messenger
frequently pepper ...
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Categories:
panic attacks, adventure, age, analogy, angel,
Form: Free verse
PANIC DISORDER ANXIETY DISORDER PTSD NARCOLEPSY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY AND ME
...MY DIAGNOSISS 1999 ON A GOVERMENT AIRFORCE BASE DEFENSE COMMISARY AGENCY DECA MY PLACE OF EMPLOYMENT IT WAS SO WEIRD I MEAN I WORKED AT BASE EXCHANGE 1997 I RELOCATED BACK TO GREATLAKES NAVY BASE 199...
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Categories:
panic attacks, allah,
Form: Naat
THE TINY TRIAGE EXAM ROOMS
...I'M TRANSPORTED BY MEDICAL TRANSPORTATION AMBULANCE I'M ALWAYS AFRAID SUFFERING SEVERE PANIC DISORDER I TRY AND FOCUS MY MIND HURT MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN PANTING PANIC ATTACKS AGAIN THE NURSES ARE KIND ...
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Categories:
panic attacks, allah,
Form: Naat
LIFELINE OF TAMPA BAY SEVERE PANIC DISORDER ALERT
...I AM HERE MY HEART SWOLLEN AGAIN THEE SEVERE IDENTITY FRAUD MY ABUSIVE EX HUSBAND HIS JAMAICAN TALIBAN FEMALES DRUG CARTEL FROM 15TH ST STREET TAMPA BAY ARRIVED TO END MY LIFE HIS MISTRESS J TOWNSEND...
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Categories:
panic attacks, allah,
Form: Naat
NIGHT TERRORS CONTINUE ALLAH WILL PROVIDE
...MY PTSD HAD BEGUN TO CAPTURE MY THOUGHTS MY DREAMS OF COMMITING SUICIDE QUIETING THE RUSSIAN VOICES IN MY HEAD THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH MY MIND WOULDN'T ALLOW ...
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Categories:
panic attacks, allah,
Form: Naat
REMEMBERING FLORIDA COVID GUIDELINES JULY 2020 IDENTITY FRUAD UPON MY FAMILY
...2020 COVID GUIDELINES WERE IN PLACE AFTER I SUFFERED A STROKE OCTOBER 6 2019 IN MY HUSBANDS ARMS DEVESTATING HE CARRIED ME TO MEMORIAL HOSPITAL VERY INTENSE MY HUSBAND TAUGHT ME TO WALK AGAIN MY WORD...
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Categories:
panic attacks, allah,
Form: Naat
THE RETARDED POET OF TAMPA BAY MENTAL HEALTHCARE SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH
...AFTER RETURNING FROM THOMAS MANN TOWN OF MUNICH GERMANY DAYCARE TEACHER FOR USAF FORT SHERIDAN ARMY BASE JUST A STAY AT HOME MOM HOW I BECAME A RETARDED POET IT WAS ACTUALLY AFTER TRANSFERRING MY GOV...
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Categories:
panic attacks, allah,
Form: Naat
MATTIE STEPANEK MEETING MY STALKER ABUSE OF POWER FALSIFYING MURDER CASES IN TAMPA
...THE DAY I CONTACTED THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION ARLINGTON HEIGHTS SPECIAL AGENT PAULA BRAND SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACH I WAS LIVING IN TOTAL FEAR SUFFERING FROM MENTSL ILLNESS WRITING IN A ...
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Categories:
panic attacks, allah,
Form: Naat
MATTIE STEPHANEK SEVEN YEAR OLD DISABLED POET
...THE BEAUTY OF BEING
A POET ANY DISABLED
SEVEN CAN REACH MANY
READERS BEING A POET
ISN'T TAUGHT IN A UNIVERSITY
IT COMES FROM THE SOUL
THE HEART AND SOUL OF
THE SMALLEST HUMAN
BEINGS T...
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Categories:
panic attacks, allah,
Form: Naat
Panic Attacks - Irrational Me
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Rational me is capable and whole
Irrational me has complete lack of control
Rational me is happy and relaxed
Irrational me panics and cracks
Rational me views life in a positive light
Irr...
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Categories:
panic attacks, anxiety, conflict, dark, fear,
Form: Rhyme
Boys Don’t Break -But I Did-
...They say boys don’t cry.
They say it like a promise.
Like strength is stitched in our skin at birth
and weakness is something
you have to unzip your chest to find.
I was eight
when I learned ...
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Categories:
panic attacks, depression, gender, happiness, happy,
Form: Free verse
Don't Try Do Life Without God
...There is one thing that I know is true.
I would not have made it God without you.
There were times when I knew I could not win.
I sent up a prayer and you stepped in.
To your word you're always t...
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Categories:
panic attacks, 12th grade, anti bullying,
Form: Rhyme
Impossible mission for systematization to be wrung out of entropy
...Impossible mission for systematization to be wrung out of entropy
Which lame excuse I exclaimed,
when my dear old mom asked
rather told me in her scolding voice
to tidy up my bedroom,
cuz this...
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Categories:
panic attacks, 7th grade, abuse, anxiety,
Form: Free verse
BEING DISABLED AND CARING FOR A DISABLED FAMILY IN AMERICA
...ANTHONY AND YOLANDA WE HAVE NORMAL DAYS GOOD DAYS AND TRYING ONES EACH REWARDING IN ITS ON WAY O DRIFT BACK ME WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FROM JUNK SICK COPS THIS SHA...
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Categories:
panic attacks, allah,
Form: Naat
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