I always had Angie Under My Thumb,
one day I heard her honking her car horn.
What had she just done with her anger,
my candy apple red vette she did Paint It Black.
She was yelling back at me,
You Can't Always Get What You Want.
Now I will Tumblin Dice for release,
my new car is a big mess.
Her blue Mustang car playing The Rolling Stones,
a car of Wild Horses sped off in a flash.
No more Honky Tonk Women for me,
guess I will go back to my old friend Ruby Tuesday.
Categories:
controling, girlfriend, life, love hurts,
Form: Free verse
Why are you
So painful?
How painful is it
when you hate
Some people who love you
With their whole hearts?
Do you know how
You look so confused
When you continue
To ill-treat some people
Who take
You like their god?
Do you know how
You look so stupid
When you praising liars
While lying to you daily
And hate true people
While sharing the truth
With you daily?
If Devil was a human being
Some people could be devils
At least he is a spirit controling
Some people on earth and demons.
May 19/2023
By Alfonso Warally Ngengethe
Categories:
controling, depression, emotions, feelings, hurt,
Form: Free verse
Right before your eyes
Smile and look up
Rise up
Too precious to thee
For others must see
Protect and inspect
God holds respect
He wrote that himself
The world must be felt
Checking on his prize
Love is on the rise
Showed mercy as Jesus asked
His love forever lasts
Generosity through our life
We are given what is right
Reaction to action
Controling satisfaction
Master your confusion
Seen through the illussion
Mercy of forgiveness
You now witness
God has made it shown
Lifting our unknown
Destroyer of sins
Goodness wins
Evil has lost
A world of thoughts
Speaking proudly
We shall reach our journey
Categories:
controling, adventure, beautiful, confusion, deep,
Form: Free verse
There was a hush that resounded
loud and still high in the trees,
stretched along the graying sky abounded
just above the flow of canopies;
a rush of wind racing
followed by rain deluge flowi
and the earth cleansing and erasing
the mark of man below.
We build and restucture the land
fooled by our controling minds
determined to make our mighty stand
but it is in the world at large we find
nature rules with greater commands.
Categories:
controling, analogy, men, nature,
Form: Rhyme
We will conquer the moon
And force the people to walk on water
We are all powerful
Revolutionary
And dangerous
Unglued from the state's cultural apparatus of
Dead end institutions nightmare entertainment
Hollow arts media monsters masters of power
Politics hoarding controling manipulating the
Entire informational flow subtly twisting the very
Ways in which we move and perceive in reality
Screaming in silence for far to many eons
We have discovered the power of our voice
And the radiant music that opens up the door
To pure being
The celebration of total individuality
We will not revolt
This is not a rebellion
This is a divorce
A final you
This is an open invitation
The ultimate party
An utter let go of all hangups
A shedding of the garbage cultures skin
A dance on the edge of a rainbow
This is the impossible birth of something NEW
Categories:
controling, america, celebration, confusion, freedom,
Form: Free verse
change.
no change.
all costs.
money.
so evil.
so controling.
evil money.
money to buy all.
all comes with a price.
more money.
more power.
so evil.
to turn even the kindest.
turn the kindest soul evil.
so controling.
world leaders.
controled by money.
evil money.
to kill ones values.
values money cannot buy.
all killed.
by evil money.
Categories:
controling, life,
Form: Blitz
There are times.... when great forces can collide...
There are points and sometimes need... for reason to hide.
feelings so strong, almost impossible to withstand.
a controling power..with an upper backhand .
The bounce is what happens "afterward"
Its the bottom..just after "impact"
There are times...when great forces...can work ..harmoniusly
the blend of violins and trumpets
a warm wave and a cool night breeze ...
The bounce is .....looking up ........on your way... back up...
The "need" to be... to be back up...the dream of goodness...
The bounce is......
RJMJR2014
Categories:
controling, hope,
Form: Lyric
Silent when I walk, non violent when i talk.
I'll never be a tyrant its not within my thoughts.
Part of the clientel that bought into their shhh.
A consumer consumed by products I pick.
I'm flickin a switch, hitting it quick cos I'm sensing a technical glitch in the prossess controling my pitch and tone.
Sometimes it feels like I'm alone and I dare not speak. For fear of ridicule from the people I reach for.
We just molecules people, I wish I could teach more. I only know what I know and I try to learn more.
They say its a blessing but it feels like a chore.
Lyrical gangsters keep shutting the door. They show me the way and then beat me to the floor.
Show me a little dance cos that's what its for. Keeping us docile while they continue with war.
Categories:
controling, depression, philosophy, war, me,
Form: Lyric
Im never coming back
smart ,creative,generous you are ,
but theres more to you than that
your insecure ,angry and drink to much
I needed your love ,but you didnt know how to give it
I wanted you more than anything ,but you werent feeling it
I loved you ,and it showed... but your eyes were closed
you didnt see me so i dissapeared ,so now your eyes have come to be open
and your wondering where i am
but im gone
and im never coming back
_______________________________________________________________________________.....
Why did i go back
why did i go back to you ,cause everythings the same
as always... u lured me in with your charm, just till im willing to stay
then u trap me and hold me in place and mistreat me just the same,
you appear charming and sweet but underneith your cruel and controling
on the inside i say all the things to you i dont have the courage to say
and on the inside i hate how i love u more each day
i hate how im conflicted between the lines of love and hate
and i hate how i cant seem to stay away
so i sit here in the mist of your bull*****once again
and wonder ...why did i go back
Categories:
controling, angst, confusion, depression, girlfriend-boyfriend,
Form: Free verse
WHAT MAKES IT
What makes it so perfect
that every one deserves it
what makes it so evil
that it ends in pain
what makes it so arogent
that it deprives other people
what makes it so manipulative
that people keep wanting it.
I mean MARRIAGE
What makes it so normal
that it is legalised
what makes it controling
that two will be made one
what makes it so scary
that you can not do it alone
only God knows what
Categories:
controling, confusion,
Form: I do not know?
Songs of death,
foaming at the mouth,
that speaketh empty,
thoughts poored from the mind.
Crawling from numbness,
from controling destinys,
intertwining whispers,
inside the angels fallen song.
The notes bouncing,
echoing as screams,
vibrating the cabins,
thats home to all secrets.
Categories:
controling, life
Form: I do not know?
You don't have to believe me
because i know its true
You don't have to understand
because i do
You don't have to want me
Because someone else will
You don't have to love me
Because i don't love you
You don't have to hate me
because i don't hate you
You don't have to touch me
because i won't touch you
No matter what you don't
have to do the things you
don't want to because i'm not
controling you
Categories:
controling, socialme, hate, love, me,
Form: I do not know?
one *****
entering the womb of a women
his sperm her eggs
equals the life of a child
drugs and achol controling his image
damage
arguments of fierce blood sheed
words that hang within sucuide
lost hope
she leaves
gone
one blink
custody battles
child support that you didn't pay
jailtime, but no thoughts of his sperm
childish he runs the street
hiting and abusing women
years later after he give up his rights, he visions me
asking, longing to see my face
lies and un answered questions confusing me
no smile
just the hatrid of this man
Categories:
controling, longing, drug,
Form: I do not know?
can you understand the love i have to give
to you tonight
no sacrifice
in the arms of desire
satisfied
satisfied the destiny
no madness controling me
therapy
holding me tight
loving me flawless
all the time
sweet life
on the line
Hello world
your not tired girl
running the mile
going the extra
with the senses
all sorts of directions
inside my mind
where i hide
now i know i mist be right
cant escape a love like mine
from the start to the middle
back to figure out the riddle
who am i?
who am i?
the sweetest angel with you in my eyes
never minding the heartache of such sweet dreams
you are a masterpeace
beautiful dreamer i feel you too
if only i could
run to your rescue
through the rapture
i'll go back to where i started wonder
will i ever be complete
will i ever finish wehat i started
i wish for a book of wishes
i wish for those wishes to all come true
i wish them to be for a free genie like you
sweetest angel
what has money bought but me
got me you
one day you will set me free with new truth
intimidated by previous experiences
sent a messenger telling me how to heal you
Categories:
controling, children, forgiveness, friendship, history,
Form: I do not know?
Enter the holy city. The light upon the hill. Live faith. Reject pity. Eat no more than your fill. Learn from the misunderstood. Teach those, by words and deed. Holding to that which is good. Or rejecting good replaced by evil seed. The temptress. Lithia, the controling demon, now outcast. Roams to decieve, then molest. Tell me Lithia, are you rolling? Do you think it will last? Battle worn, now may I rest? Hair so light, ever shining. Lithia flows like a stream. Her eyes so bright. No silver lining. Tell me are you just a dream. Laugh like a jester. Steal my heart like a thief. A boil now to fester. Real, my heart ripped out by your teeth. Lithia, how you possess me? You enter my every thought.Lithia, why molest me? I, your beast of burdon. I have been bought. Bought and sold by Lithia.
Categories:
controling, confusionheart, heart, me,
Form: Verse
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