Im Never Coming Back Continued Into Why Did I Go Back

Im never coming back smart ,creative,generous you are , but theres more to you than that your insecure ,angry and drink to much I needed your love ,but you didnt know how to give it I wanted you more than anything ,but you werent feeling it I loved you ,and it showed... but your eyes were closed you didnt see me so i dissapeared ,so now your eyes have come to be open and your wondering where i am but im gone and im never coming back _______________________________________________________________________________..... Why did i go back why did i go back to you ,cause everythings the same as always... u lured me in with your charm, just till im willing to stay then u trap me and hold me in place and mistreat me just the same, you appear charming and sweet but underneith your cruel and controling on the inside i say all the things to you i dont have the courage to say and on the inside i hate how i love u more each day i hate how im conflicted between the lines of love and hate and i hate how i cant seem to stay away so i sit here in the mist of your bull*****once again and wonder ...why did i go back