Sometimes the best way to love life is by speaking to others that make you smile and feel love!
As men we are given the task of being the pursuer, well this is not always the case.
What can a person say but think of a Snow White Dove!
Wanting a wife and children has now become a race.
We become tired of being rejected and placing on our mind and heart another burden.
I love you!
Focusing on becoming perfected is a burden.
It is true,
Seeing you smile has given me joy
When you are in pain I feel sad!
I am truthful even if my words sounds coy.
Not being there to prevent your pain makes me mad!
You cause my heart to beat!
I want and love you and even your cute stinky feet!
My heart cried
Please loved him no more.
It hurt more and more than before.
My brain questioned
Why did you keep on thinking of him for?
You should practise
"Out of sight, out of mind"
My eyes pleaded
Where has he been all these days?
I wanted to see him just one more time.
Why was he so hard to find?
Made me wondering days and nights,
Would he still be sitting at the same place?
At the desk to surf on the internet as always.
My nose sniffed:
He had strange odour, but it was quite unique.
At the corners of my lips,
My round dimples tipped
He also had two but elongated in shape,
And they appeared each time he grinned.
His face was almost perfect,
Except a calculus on the buccul of his tooth.
By now my hairs proudly tousled,
I kept your neck warm in winter
And gave you shades in summer.
But he had none what so ever.
My legs were short and stout,
His legs were long but could not play
The swings in the play ground.
Has my brain teased or cheered my heart?
When and will he mend my broken heart?
No words to describe his eyes,
I hardly looked at them due to being shy.
Issues
I posses so many and can’t seem to lose them.
The thought of it makes my head spin in circles.
Friends who lie and betray and won’t stand by my side when I need them.
Family who doesn’t love and care when ur at ur lowest point.
Everything is a issue from the sun rising to the moon going down.
Everything can cause a issue.
But the biggest issue u can have is what is inside. U might be the issue to all ur problems and also might be the solution to it.
Talking,calling screaming for help won’t solve anything. Mental,physical and emotional issues are carved deep inside u.
A type of pain NO ONE can forget a type of pain that makes u wanna scream for death.
And still u keep on living even with those issues moving forward with those hardships holding ur head high to the future to maybe one day get rid of those issues.
Therapist
releases
patient
Realizing your desire is already only yours.
Nothing to gain from him, also he is not a man worth losing.
This is how you can be set free from your all of your suffering.
Chronic
Fool, that I was, I thought to be more
Only to be gutted, and left on the shore.
To Doctor’s appointments, I dutifully arrived
To be sent away, told lie after lie.
You look so good, you must feel fine?
The only explanation, “it’s all in your mind”.
The package so shinny, the skin, so bright,
The body inside, it’s tainted with blight.
So many years, I lobbied and I strived,
Wanting more, than just to survive.
Nothing’s possible, all dreams, gone
Once, I danced, now, pain’s pawn.
The day’s are listless, seas, becalmed,
Waiting for light, without hope of dawn.
my animus physical
psychic intrinsic power
Herculean strength of my love
I have for you dear woman !
When day’s chores are tucked away,
I imagine you ‘that’ way.
My heart pounds within my chest.
I’m disarrayed and distressed.
The walls are too close, I feel
each corner is closer still.
My throat tight, I cannot breathe.
My fever I need to sheathe.
When you come into my view
I feel my panic renew.
My blood pressure does arise
as I gaze into your eyes.
Your touch is a soft caress
that thrills yet adds to my stress.
How can love be stricken blind -
something that just blows my mind!
My pale face is flashing flush
as my blood pumps at a rush.
Hot shivers running their course
task my shaking knees to force.
A physical reaction
to emotive attraction
will draw nonsense of it all
when in love you simply fall.
With all the symptoms of ill,
I’m glad to say that this chill
is not an infected gland.
But for all that, ain’t love grand?
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after planting seeds
to fulfil physical needs
will start pulling weeds
I miss the furry touch of your face
the wetness of your tongue kisses,
even your hind paws
kicking my crotch in excitable ecstasy
when I lift you up for a cuddle.
The cat is very dainty and careful
with the tender parts of my body,
but you were always happy
to pummel me with your love.
Now your dead, and the cat is sad.
It threads its slinky body
through my legs
but won't purr
until I call out: ‘Whose a good boy!'
Then that silky cat leaps onto my belly
and head-butts my chin
in memory of him.
In her sensuous way, with her bod on display
she sang Let’s Get Physical.
She crooned, “You have to believe you are magic,”
which turned out to be a sad song for me.
My favorite was when Olivia
donned those tight leather pants
and brought Danny to his knees.
He would promise anything, just like the setup in
Paradise by the Dashboard Light.
Unless they’re young stars, I know all the ones
falling from drugs, cancer, blight -
another star’s light burned out
and she fought the good fight.
RIP Olivia Newton John
8/8/2022
My heart is beating, and God sees this ;
In my mind, there's no one to share my heart with;
God sees this; he looks up; huh, we both know;
That we're not alone. He's my groom; I am his bride ;
He has never left my side;
Do I hurt, though? I may say ;
That I am not alone, yet I am alone;
This today ;
And I firmly believe this;
Loneliness ;
I feel it's a physical hurt ;
My mental gert;
God can do all things spiritually and physically
I have to trust and believe;
There's a physical love out there for me;
5/29/22
Written words by James Edward Lee Sr. 2022
Dearest Physical Therapist~Ryan:
?When you see the rough coating on a
pineapple, do think of me.......
The outside, rough and hard to open.
The inside, soft and loving as can be!
Thank you for all your work with me.
Four full months, with a-stubborn donkey.
Who, by your magic, is now quite happily,
Out of bed........and so very, very, ambulatory!
Thank you!
Pangie
So behind her breast he kissed her heart
He took his words his voice and touched her ear
He sing a song that was so dear
Oh what a sweet sweet woman
~
He held her waist slow down her pace
He made a sigh she asked him why
He voiced concern they were alone
They chose to praise the Lord
~
Phantom dreams nightmare state
Rainbow colors officiate
Yet still random dreams what does it mean
Wake up your nightmare has disappeared
~
Wake up. God's hands wake up
Unlock your grip release the grip the hip
There's no time for carnal love
it is now time to praise God
2/18/22
Written words by James Edward Lee Sr © 2022
Inhale
my heartbeat slows,
blood sluggish
through stenotic vessels
unwilling to expand,
to breathe
to let blood flow
untenable, this suffocation
this dampening
it speaks of tired eyes,
of stolid limbs,
of stultified need
torpid blood,
when will you give up
your self-imposed stricture,
your closely guarded fear,
your wariness
and inhale
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