F allen as a ripe fruit that falls to the soil
R iped in perfect timing with the sunlight
A rising lively with promises of new seeds
G lowing vividly with a crystalline splendor
I nstilling a feeling that exudes a pure love
L ocking a frequency that only hearts knoe
E nticing a second opportunity to love again
H ealing all the old scars that once torn
E ndowing the force to walk with security
A llowing the flow of life through the veins
R eassuring that fears are part of the past
T ouching sky with a thought of the beloved
S umerging in sensations never felt before
October 22, 2016
Hey Jake it's me,
Hey Jake can't you see?
Hey Jake...
Hey Jake you're Hurting me Mentally.
Your name is Jake,
and I can't take that off my mind.
Your Eyes,Your Lips and your Smile.
I don't have the Confidence to let you know,
I'm such a Coward I know,
But Hey I Jake I feel so Low,
That I meant nothing to you all I know.
I'm just a Stranger,
Just a Girl.
just a Pathetic Little one loving you,
But Jake my Feelings are True.
I want to Curse infront of you,
I want to let you know you're such a Fool,
I want you to knoe that you're so Blind.
But Jakey I can't.
My Words,
This Letters,
Those Phrases,
These Sentences.
Jake you should know,
even if I'm such a Fool waiting for you,
My Feelings are True.
and One Day you'll regret letting me go.
where am i to belong in this corrupt judmental world
where do i stand in society? what am i classifed as? who am i?
am i the way i am becuase of what ive seen and done
or am i like i am because i was meant to be this way
or am i even me
cant you see who you are
or do you have problems too
we dont always seem to appear what we truly are
we all put on an acts at times
then how do we knoe which act is real and which in not an act
were able to give reason and explations with no explantaion
we say everything happens for a reason, when we have no explanation
we love to hurt, and when we hurt, we want love
some cant feel love and have recieved so much
thoes who havent recieved love can love uncondiantlly but is it the right love?
people see and hear what they please, never do they believe what they truly feel
cant you see what you do, hide from the tru you
cause your always too concenred about who
you were crossing my mind the other day
a part of me just wanted to shoot you a text and say hey
but i knoe we left on unfriendly terms
all the love build just stopped and disinfected like a germ
you ment the world to me at a time,
but now its like all i dread on is that final goodbye line
we were one and now its as if nothing has ever begun
i knoe it hurts deep inside
so bad it makes you wanna hide & cry
but we both just sit there and deny
we loved enough to let go, but i wonder why these feelings still arent so
i thought love was everlasting, apparently not i guess some hearts are blinded
and peoples feelings just go passing
the real me is somebody nobody is able to see
the real me is somebody i cant even be
the person i am is not what i see
the person i see is not what i wanna be
im deciesive on where i am, and where i should be
yet i knoe where ive been and what ive seen
and i can tell you i never had somewhere to lean
it all builds up, then relases, sometimes you still cant see
where your meant to be after you break and people act obscece
my mind is racing, so i keep blazing
foggin up what i cant accept and seeing what i want to
trying to love, with no love in my soul
so much light and love waiting to be bloomed
the real me is someone who was hurt so much
it became normal
the real me is a real person trying to find the light and fufill
evetyhing that i cant get in a pill !
Raging wars,
And raging storms.
They're so much a like.
Having power that strikes.
Like the clangs of thunder.
Angry battle cries are asunder.
Both leave children crying in tears.
Both are something people fear.
Flashes of light from the lightening.
Flashes of canons can be frightening.
So why are people afraid of what they both send.
It's because they don't knoe how to make either end.
Trying to surpress these shivers in our skins.
It doesn't work, our will doesn't win.
So we sit here cowering in whaf we hate.
Hoping our savour wont be too late.
Hurt honestly depp inside ,
but i guess i have to let it ride
my love for you will nvr die
i will always resign right by yuhr side
i knoe yuh knoe that i love you
...... noe relationship will evr be above you
us together was like a bird and a feather ,
yuh jus chaged up which i thought wuld never
i thought yuh was my lucky treasure
Honestly im down for whatevr
Jus noe yuh always Havva place in my heart know matta of the weather
storm, cold , or hot
my love rate for U, i wont let drop
I dont know if you're "THE ONE"?
I dont know if it's REALLY LOVE?
OR if it's just a FIRST IMPRESSION?
I dont know if i Really NEED YOU?
OR if i jusy WANT YOU?
I dont knoe if these "TEARS" is the FEAR of LOSING YOU?
OR are these the "TEARS" of CONFUSION?
COULD you be "THE ONE"?
I DONT KNOW
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Ive been there all the way,
You've thrown it all back in my face,
You've hurt me to the point tears wont fall when joy is at stage,
I dont knoe what your trying to persend to me,
I shiver and tingle shrugging my head down as trails of liquid are left of relection laying as a
feather,
Feeling to self harm eventhough knowing what others go through,
This is just the begining,
Hes someone you can trust,
someone you can rely on,
someone who shows how they truly care for you,
our friendships so close its leading to a relationship,
I love the way you sweet talk,
I love the way you respect me,
I love the way you smile at me,
I love you for who you are,
I can talk to him about anythink and stays shut just like a pad lock,
I want you to knoe that our friendship is something,
I treasure and would not now end,
If you would be willing to turn To embrace me ,
You'd find in me still a good friend,
There is no passion greater than the one that touches not the body but the heart,
Why am just trying to sit back and chill
He is all up in my grill
He wants to knoe why I don't want him
no more
Truth is I am tried of him treating me like
I'm he lil h*e
I guess he mad cause I told him to get
his stuff and get out the door
Cause I Don't want no man that is gone
be hitting me to the floor
All night he kept hitting a nerve
So I got his stuff and threw it out on
the curve
He wonder why I wanted to hit him
with a log
Truth is he is a low down dirty dog
walkin down the hall and i see your face its hard to look because its just a waste
you dont stop or stare cause you just dont care
but only if you knew or if you had a clue, then you would see what i feel then you
woulda knew
i dont try to be noticed i just act the same i just want to be with you
i dont want any pain.
but when you walk right past me and pretend i wasnt there it hurts to knoe you
just dont care
im tired of waiting for something so perfect
cant you just take a chance and be with me?
i dont smile as much cause we dont talk anymore
but nothing matters to you
im just an
invisible girl.
Evidenced
FIFTYFOUR
CharlaXFabels
The Church Parsonage on Church Street the old Methodist Church where eye
used to go to church it Burned down.
My mother died a horrible murder death.
My brother died in a car wreck.
We used to fight each other though eye was elder he was bigger.
Eye was a weak and sickly child of GOD.
My Father died and eye do not knoe what of.
Eye was not always allowed to live at home.
My room was taken and the things in it like my toy box and the comics and the
yearbooks were all destroyed.
Eye was given a hardship discharge from the ARMY.
My home at Morrilton was burned down by a natural gas line leak which then
exploded. My family always hated me and wanted me to die alone. Eye stopped
my consumptive habits and was in a real fight in Arizona only was beaten into
Jesus and left to die half dead eye still try to live and love and write this is mye bio
mye evidenced.
Color While color is a matter of personal preference, there are reasons why you
may choose one color over another. Bright, neon-like colors are good only in
search-and-rescue situations because the blinding material will stand out
against the snow or the green and brown of the woods or the sand in the desert.
Since most camping involves designated sites, this situation rarely arises. It is
more common among mountain climbers or others who find themselves in this
situation having traveled in remote areas. For the very reason bright colors are
effective in emergency situations as described above, these colors can be
annoying to other campers, causing a visual disturbance in what is supposed to
be a natural, outdoors experience. There is no substitute for charity and dull
green and brown hide very well let no one knoe when you are around but if you
have to be in the snow then make the cover white. Winter Survival id this Fabel
number thirty five in the Book of CharlaxFabels.
It's seven A.M., the sun is up, the fields are covered in snow.
I'm 57 years old, and sick, and I ought to know...'
What ravages my body so??
Inflicts me witn such pain?
I have pain meds I don't wish to use,
They can lead to harder stuff,
As far as i am concerned,
Pain is but an awareness tool,
To let us knoe we need help,
And not there just for fun...
And trust me, friend,
Fun I have not...
As I at last prefare for bed.
Ugh.
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