As I sit here listening to the demonic whisper
Plans ideas thoughts become crisper
I can see through the misery
And decode the devils mystery
Deceitful notions put me at a loss
Paths riddled and strewn with demonic chaos.
Fake people and their simple minded deeds
Fucking with a person's life thier needs.
Red rage bubbles from within
Breaks the ties leaving eyes wide open
Creations of illusions
Idiots suffering from delusions
Mindful is one who doesn't often hear their tales
The change in their tone their lies fail.
Hard it is for someone to believe
Not everyone is out to deceive.
My heart turned cold for a time
Then you came and warmed up mine.
You were adorable shy and sweet.
But still I had those running feet.
The more my smile showed thru the gloom
You making it light up a room
I grew to love you for who you are
But still my feet carried me afar.
Til now I still love the person with in
But us together is the past I'm certain.
The chapter closed the door shut tight.
But still my trust you have on this night.
Onward I went life still a constant twist
The ease of the past was so hard to resist
While still debating on where life should go
Backwards or forwards this I should know.
At the end I felt my life was done
Down went the pills every last one.
Then I waited and wrote those last words.
Hurt to the core altho now it seems absurd.
Broken I was when our words mingled
Then we met and auras tingles
At first when we met I thought slates were clean
Little did i know just how mean
I fell fast and hard when it happened we weren't even speaking
Love was the last thing I was ever seeking
But I did fall for the very worse person
He set my soul afire what a fucking arson.
Deceit and lies told in malice
Now has hardened me I'm quite callous.
The devils spawn took my heart and condemned my soul
Didn't pay the price not even a toll.
But despite the devils creation and his trickery
The heart ache the suffering the needless misery.
Love still prevailed and was always true.
I didn't lie to her or you.
When our world's mixed collided or blurred
Lies were not spoken words were not slurred.
I didn't leave her for you.
When we were together my heart was true.
I will love her til my dying day.
For not once were her words lies I believe what her lips say.
But see you should watch who you play
Ask her let her say.
See I told her i loved you and my heart broke
Cause in her eyes I saw dreams go up in smoke.
For see I know that day and remember it well..
That's the day my soul was condemned to hell
I tried not to let her fall to be her heart break
I ran I hid her broken heart was my mistake.
I live that pain and that hurt and confusion.
Why couldn't I embrace the illusion.
Copyright © Rose Henderson | Year Posted 2017
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