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My heart aches for your Love
I had always loved him 
Yes, sometimes more than other times
I faintly cried out his name
Oh, at times I had felt so ashamed
in my own fleshly ways
But you never throw  blame
I will always desire your beauty in true love
you are from heaven above 
white as a dove
when I am weak you take the lead
you shower your holiness all over me
I cry as I take the knee 
I want so deeply to never waver
even in the pains of my own sorrows
I cry over and over your name
even in the rain of the pouring emotions
that cut so deep within me
I know you see everything this life brings
you see my discomfort 
that wrenching deep at my heart
where words that cut me deep at my mind
that played over and over with time
You know I live a life of depression
that gives me so much anguish
I try so hard to grip the peace you give to me
You give me so much knowledge 
but when others see what I write
they take bits of it 
an change it to something not so nice
they use my own words as if it was their's
But my God you are always fair
you see they ways this world has done to me
where my own wisdom can become faint
I try to hold my head up 
But all I can do is cry to you 
I see nothing as it truly is 
you love is the glory of everything 
even in my darken dreams
you hear my screams 
You are the eternity of is write 
you shine your love deep into the night
where my life on earth is darken 
you shine your light for my walk in life
I remember all the stories I had written
even when others called it forbidding 
you see my words and you help me 
write out my pains where I wont go insane
with all this hurtful blames and shames
that others cast my way
where the cuts are marking up my soul
But you never had let me go
My God I love you so
this isn't no show
I'm am only poor 
I cast myself upon the floor
sobbing in tears pushing away the fears
praying for you to come near
though I have nothing 
I cast myself on your unfailing love.

Poetic Judy Emery

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Date: 12/4/2017 6:12:00 PM
A lovely conversation with God... All the best Judy
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