THE QUEEN OF ME

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THE QUEEN OF ME

THE QUEEN OF ME

Mama I want you to know 
I love you so 
You are my queen
in everything this life brings
you gave me life 
you gave me hope and dreams
something to believe in 
even when the darkest hours came 
I know I had to move on 
when life seem to never be fair 
Oh, mama you did your share 
Now I  realized you gave your all 
You are the one that told me 
I must stay strong no matter what
you are the joy that I am missing
you are the part of my own beating heart
Mama I miss you so 
I wish you never had to go
December is a life time winter 
January was your last birthday
I had to see you take your last breathe
Mama I tried so hard to do my best 
to stay strong for the rest
But mama now that you are gone
what must I do without you?
I cry all alone with no one to call my own
all my kids are now grown 
am I going to always be alone?
Mama I'm scared without you in my life
I felt apart of me dead with you 
I want you to know 
you was always the queen 
Of all my life dreams 
You gave me life and something to believe in
I know we wasn't always close 
But I loved you the most 
I really miss you mama
I even miss your drama
deep down in my heart 
apart of me died with you 
I'm so very lonely without you 
Yes I know I'm 50 when you said your goodbyes
I'm 51 today without you in my life
Mama I need you so much
I miss your voice and your touch
I love you with all my life
I know life didn't do you right 
I just want you to know 
every sice you've been gone 
I'm having a hard time moving on
I'm feeling much more alone 
than I did before
I need your words 
I need your motherly love 
I need those life long talks
so many nights I cried next to you 
while you where sleeping in your room
I prayed and I prayed 
that God wouldn't take you 
But he known 
you have been suffering way too long
it was time to take you home 
I tried so hard to never make a fuss
when it came to us 
when we had to say our goodbyes
Oh, how I died with you that night
I will always have you in my memories 
I see your face in every dream
when I look back at my past 
my heart still wants to brake 
I'm having a hard time expressing my feelings
sometimes the world feels so heavy on me
it makes life very hard for me to breathe
I still remember are talks 
when you had told me 
I must keep strong no matter what comes along
on life's high way 
I must give life a fighting chance
well mama I will always listen to my queen
you are the best of me 
you gave me life when you didn't half to 
Mama you never owed me a thing 
all I ever wanted was your love 
I lost you twice in my life 
this cut me deeper then death
my tears are always rolling down  my face
just know this mama 
I know you did your best 
and there will never be another queen 
that will ever take your place .

Poetic Judy Emery 

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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