I try so hard to abulterate 
but this old plague that others gave
always played on my mind
 I will always be alone 
where life seems to always be cold
I want to face the truth 
when it comes to love
But I don't know love
and when I did 
he is now the memories 
that makes me always crave
for his love everyday 
will I need somebody
to show me the way
to a briter day
to help ease my pains
I will only have to say 
Please take your seat 
I'm not trying to be mean
but this is my thyme 
the rhythm of my impulse
this is my inter battle cry
I'm dying inside
I never been so lonely 
but this ancient loneliness 
is making my life a big mess
I try never to take comfort in the bottle
But sometimes that bottle 
helped me in my struggles
every time I see myself in the mirror
I see my pains eating away at me
swallowing my spirit slowly 
I feel I'm a prisoner behind my emptiness
Can anyone hear me 
I'm screaming 
I'm pleading 
I'm bleeding deep within 
 I'm trying to break the silence
but the silence was all I known
when you come from a broken home
my pains feed of all my sadness
and it grows into madness 
leaving me more empty and alone
so please go on and leave me 
I could never let another take on this pain
that would be ashame
and I woun't want anymore blames .

Poetic Judy Emery

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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