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(Sigh) well here it goes, let's take this slow the steady flow of emotions and my thoughts are fighting, bitter rivals the arrival time of a masterpiece unknown I've been hit with a tidal wave of sadness and I... I don't know what to say nor do like I'm standing in a field of poisoned flowers staring, stunned, still watching Rea, the strongest girl I know watching Rea, a pampered, protective, rich yet ordinary girl watching Rea, a girl I just met only two days before in horror, in awe, in complete shock fall from a cliff, a perfect scene for a slow motion movie the last thing she heard before nature cut her stomach open was my call for her name like somehow my calling could maybe save her but I'm just calling for my regret since the last thing she saw before her eyes went dark was my worried frantic expression, I just an immovable object as she collapsed... collapsed in front of me Oh, rain come devour me Oh, rain be my hero but nothing can drown out the sound of me calling out her name, like somehow yelling for her to answer would bring Rea back but what can I do.... (Sigh) well here it goes, let's take this slow the steady flow of emotions and my thoughts are fighting, bitter rivals the arrival time of a masterpiece unknown I've been hit with a tidal wave of sadness and I... I don't know what to say nor do like I'm holding the very girl I love her name sounding so sweet to the world...Kanade... I want her to stay with me forever but she pushes away, only to tell me calmly she's only here with me because she wants to say 'thank you' for...my heart is...beating inside of her Mortified I try to put rhyme to reason through her explanation I nearly fall to my knees, holding back tears for her not to see and as I much as I love her voice, my name passing through her lips it's enough to make me cringe from excitement but I know what she means Kanade, I scream, I just can't...I can't, I don't want you to disappear from me and she just smiles with her big anime eyes asking me to just let her believe what I showed her how life can be... so here we embrace for the last time at least for awhile Though I don't want to, I'm reciting my speech not caring if she can feel the tears rolling down my cheeks I don't want her to leave...please Kanade I want you to stay but all she says left with a big smile on her face 'Thank you for loving me, thank you for giving my life to me' and she evaporates from my arms without warning Kanade! ! ! I can't help but shout the sky...she...was... (Sigh) well here it goes, let's take this slow the steady flow of emotions and my thoughts are fighting, bitter rivals the arrival time of a masterpiece unknown I've been hit with a tidal wave of sadness and I... I don't know what to say nor do like I'm just standing in a river, unable to move staring up at the sky, wondering why after coming all this way wondering why in bold letters would you, the universe, give me happiness give me someone to love, have that very someone love me my own red-haired beauty to allow me to be crushed by the weight of metaphoric machinery as she's taken away back to the stars and gravity 2.3 million light years far away from me... Why...Why... and why is it today of all days am I plagued with this overwhelming sadness Why...

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