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There's a place I never wanted to go
Oh, how it hurts me so 
it's not pretty that is for sure
it is down deep in the core of the sea
few have ever gone 
but that it is now only a fancy 
where deep emotions of fear
that makes the mental image seem so real
darkness and anger is all over the place
that will it make you run away
to tire to find a better state of mind
it hurts me so bad 
I try so hard tp push the pains away
but they always return when I sleep
Oh, how I truly weep
I write down what I see 
I pencil it's face 
but then he leave no trace
I see his eyes looking deep into mine
he remind me who I really am 
but then he cast evil spells on me
where I could no longer see
Nobody ever seems to understand 
the life I live in 
I cry out loud saying no one is perfect
so , why look down on me 
I know I am worth more then darken dreams
my eyes shines like a diamond
deep down into the sea
where the black rose dust tries to hid them 
where no one could see 
it's hard for me to know who to trust
it can make anyone want to give up
But , I pray night and day 
for God to never give upon me 
this old darkness will be exposed 
and it will no longer be apart of me 
when God sets me free
the evidence is written in my heart
this pain will one day be removed 
those old memories 
will always be apart of me
But , I will erase this mental anger 
I will write out all my imaginations 
for all the world to read 
I will be that famous queen 
that is in darken dreams 
their will be times of pleasure 
when fashionable me lets out all that I see 
I cry deep down into the sea of dreams 
praying true love will find me
I am aware joy , and love brings on peace
that will be a true excitement for me to see
But, for now my true attention 
is to find my escape from this place
where gentleness of my feminines
can be looked upon as the queen of dreams 
feeling  special and nourished 
by delicateness of taste
but never in this place 
it is a disgrace 
life is always entwine in goodness or badness
that leads to madness
that brings on pains and shame 
I don't want to experiment to what I already know
I want to hear the Finch's sing 
I want to watch the doves fly high in the sky
where the sun rise 
I want to taste true love 
But, until then I will write my pains of darkness.

Poetic Judy Emery

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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