I have come so far
Forever reaching for a star
My legs so weary
Of life's bitter sweet dreary
The pain
The stain
I want no more to hold
Memories of life untold
I'm about to fold
I want to rest
No more test
Everyones sins in my ear
Their fear
I'm on the brink
Further I sink
Into such sadness
Into my mind of madness
Death would be to my gladness
No where left to hide
Happily ever after lied
Wear this black
holding the sins back
But constantly, they attack
Slipping ever deeper into my mind
Nowhere else safe can I find
Living life in rewind
I have no where to go
Nothing to show
Bum
Oh hum
Damn this inner fire
Desire
Go on
Life's too long
Can't give up or in
Neither way can you win
Life is the ultimate sin
Nowhere, or nobody in which to turn
Watching bridges burn
As you walk by
For that i now cry
So ready to fly
Time
Writing some rhyme
I'm old
Cold
Faith creeps away
Sadness comes into play
On bended knee
I plee
Take me
Take me home
No longer do I wish to roam
Categories:
plee, blessing, body, conflict,
Form: Rhyme
What !
we heard it
we seen it today
so send 50
now another
send 50 more
what now?
now plee
dip S*I*T*
Categories:
plee, art,
Form: Free verse
The tale Tchaikovsky wove that day
Lives on and on upon a stage
Spun by pirouettes ...and plie's
An epic story of love conveyed
Through the beauty of ballet
Prince Siegfried and his Queen Odette
Who gave their lives without regret
To live forever bound together
As beautiful birds of a feather
As two swans upon a lake
Author: Elaine C. George
Authors note: Plie' is a french word
pronounced Plee ay
Categories:
plee, tribute,
Form: Rhyme
PTSD
P Pain pistols punishment for public pissings. Please pay attention to my plee for peaceful pleasure. My painful playfulness turns to rage when police pull me over for swerving peacefully in and out of traffic the P did this to me.
T Tragic thoughts, traumatic brain injuries I receive for my country's to be free. As I sleep I See trees with Tyranchalers chasing after me I Wake up to breath then I go pee thought the window I see the tree , all **** it's time for a drink or a hit the T did that to me.
S Sodamy, I am a sex fene it's the trill of the hunt, the silence of the stunt. Server mental illness takes over me, stress from the drugs and drinking still starves me. Strain on my family u see sex drug rock and roll is what I need or may another WAR!! The S did that to me.
D DEVILISH distorted dreamS I have and see my new enemy is society.
Categories:
plee, dark,
Form: ABC
PTSD
P Pain pistols punishment for public pissings. Please pay attention to my plee for peaceful pleasure. My painful playfulness turns to rage when police pull me over for swerving peacefully in and out of traffic the P did this to me.
T Tragic thoughts, traumatic brain injuries I receive for my country's to be free. As I sleep I See trees with Tyranchalers chasing after me I Wake up to breath then I go pee thought the window I see the tree , all **** it's time for a drink or a hit the T did that to me.
S Sodamy, I am a sex fene it's the trill of the hunt, the silence of the stunt. Server mental illness takes over me, stress from the drugs and drinking still starves me. Strain on my family u see sex drug rock and roll is what I need or may another WAR!! The S did that to me.
D DEVILISH distorted dreamS I have and see my new enemy is society.
Categories:
plee, dark,
Form: ABC
your eyes.
how do they see me?
not as a select few see me.
the eyes you see me with.
hostility in those eyes.
hostility.
anger.
grudgeful eyes.
i hear the grudge.
the grudge in your words.
why cant you see me?
see me with their eyes?
see me with love.
with happiness.
with support.
i see none of that.
none of that in your eyes.
i beg you.
see me with different eyes.
eyes like those.
those select few see me.
my final plee.
i beg you.
change your eyes.
Categories:
plee, sad,
Form: Bio
Glaring signs of a distinct curse
Lies a boy, whose life is tortured by strings
He wished it were guitar strings
At least, the girls, he would get
But all he got were gills, Artificial gills!!
Living a lie, he was born to know
Of this curse lying deep within his chambers
He has read, or so he thought
Of survivors of this growing curse
A curse which let drops fall down his cheeks
Drops of hairs, dark pale hairs
If only He knew the cause of this curse
Why it had chosen him
Born a twin, dying a twig
A twig, void of its former glory
Tortured by his image, He wished He was blind
Tortured by this pain, He wished to feel no more
Oh Lord! listen to my words I plee
"I think you are somewhere in beyond the sun
I heard for every being you create, it is for a cause
Or maybe, it is for a curse, that's all my life has been
Oh Lord! if I am for a cause, clear me of this curse"
But Meanwhile,I fight on!.
Categories:
plee, cancer,
Form: Free verse
In the name of your Son,whom you sent long ago
In whom i have let go
let go of this world
This world, and its woes
Show me the way I should go
If I should be all I can be
For this boat which I am to row
Might be less sturdy for the sea
Teach me your ways that I might know
The things which thy heart is pleased to see
For if I am to be with you when I go,
Perfect should I be like He.
Tame my tongue, Oh! Lord I plee
For I am a man of unclean lips
If I had my way to see
May I see my days in clips.
Thanks be to thee
For the year whose end is near
But Lord, one thing I plee
That everyone I know might see the new year.
Categories:
plee, prayer,
Form: Free verse
~Thy Will Is Selfish~
The Ending Will Be Good Fortune to Thee, Yet
My Insanity Is What Awakened In Me, to Do Thy Bidding
To Bring thyn Will to An End for thee, Thymn Not Contridict thee,
But Bring thyn Insanity to an End, To if Rightly I Begin With
All Which is in Me, Not foresaken by thee, I Will bring
Thee to An End Gracefully, but to love in thyn, thee, Will End thee
Disasterly, Is it Selfishness, Is it the Wrong Plee, to
What thing is We See Together Happening before thyn Eyes
for thee, I see thee, I saw thy, I Wonder for thee but
for this, Not Selfishness & Why, Why?
Can I bring an End To Thee for this Selfishness
Or Will thy Selfishness End thee, Can I Comfort thee, Or
Must I destroy Thy, through temptation for thy, but What
Would Thy be Selfishlly if for thy do thee?
I Will Die for thee, For that is my Answer,
I Will Die for Thee, Without Answer, I Will See
Thee Unfold Beautifully, & for Thyn, Wish thyn Not Insanity,
But Thy Will of Selfishness Be done for of thee before
My Will of thym For thy Will is
Selfish.
Categories:
plee, self,
Form: Blank verse
She lay there weeping, pouring her heart out. "Nothing ever goes my way, Not tommorrow, not today. I am in a world where I am not loved. I don't even love myself. I can't get anyone to listen. But listen... It's too much, Can't you see that I'm hurting, these tears spurting right through my eyes. Why? Why does this happen, and only happen to me? Please hear my plee. I'm going through a lot. The thought... well no wait.. I thought you cared. Oh my gosh! This is exactly what I feared. Lonlieness. I can't do this, where can I find hope and bliss. Love to dismiss.. the.. It doesn't matter does it? Happiness? Oh that doesn't exist. I'm hated, you could have waited... Right? It is all your fault, I have no faults. I did nothing, Your the blame, damsel? I'm in distress, yes because I can't count on nobody. Not even you, I should though. whoa.. overeacting.. I never do that. You know what? Forget it, I'll be fine, just go. Let me suffer although, when you needed.. I was there.." and just like that I fell victim to a victim.
Categories:
plee, sympathy, love,
Form: Dramatic Verse
When at first I try to see why love
is not around for me,
I finally realize love for me is not meant to be.
So as I put up with people who pretend,
I get hurt by their games in the end.
I feel like finding a bridge
Where there's no one there to stop me,
It would help of the man upstairs
Would listen to my plee.
When has anyone in this world
ever really cared how I felt?
All they care about is how much money I have,
And how much of it they can get.
No one really cares why
I feel like I want to die,
They just put me in a padded room
and preach to me about life.
Right now Life is the last thing
I really care about,
The only think I want
is to be with someone who really love me.
If such a dream really exists,
then I wouldn't be denied love.
Since no one cares,
I'll be ending my letter now.
If you think you really care,
Then don't come looking
for me.
03/10/2000
Categories:
plee, love, care, me, care,
Form: Free verse
You come to me and say that you don’t care,
but you know I won’t believe a single word.
The more you say you hate me everywhere,
the more I say I love you like a bird.
So free from what makes us feel so tied,
Its wings take me to this strange sky.
Where you come and repeat you never mind,
about what I feel and even if I die.
But even knowing you despise me,
the way not even a beggar would be,
My love will remain no matter what.
You give your back to all the love I plee,
the love no one will ever bring to thee,
not even the way I give you it a lot.
Categories:
plee, loveme, love, me, i
Form: Sonnet
if you could save a life
would you give yours, die twice
or seek the common sacrifice
within his eyes
i put stride in my fears
and walked my tears away
if i could recount the years today
amongst my peers i'm here to say
address your bed, your whereabouts
and the mirrors from which you lay
There's no heaven above me
But you want to seek love
And tell me to lead the doomed
Pray upon salt castles
And clay statues
Remain humble with stones
Veering at you
on bending knee
you send a plee
do rekindle me
Set me apart
from windows, free
only to pay
a widows fee
Scars are tattoos
That remind us
What not to do
Where not to go
Have I
Forgotten you?
I rest my thoughts
Where they don't lay
If i could rise equivilently
To an average monday
That would be life
According to what some say
When nightmares become reality
Angels cry
Where shadows hide
They tear at the thought
of disclosing immortality
the same as the posture
of an adolescent in high fidelity
if you could save a life
would you give yours, die twice
or seek the common sacrifice
within his eyes
Categories:
plee, hope, life, music, song-timelife,
Form: Free verse
(Jingle Bells Tune)
Dashing through the trees
With squashed bugs on my knees
I cannot wait to go
To the bathroom in the snow
So many stupid kids
Ignore their great parents
And do what they were told not to do
Which was eat the yellow snow.
Ding ding dong.
Ding ding dong.
Running to French Woods.
Catch some air
Change your underwear
We got a way to go-ho
Plat plat plee
Plat plat plee
Welcome to French Woods
Catch a breeze
And would you please
Stop eating the yellow snow.
Categories:
plee, funnyyellow,
Form: Lyric
Question over question and not one answer
Everything around seems like a blurr
My feelings are gone and nerves not working
The shadows of my past are always lurking
No one really values my life
I can see a mosaic knife
Wanting to take it
Needing to break it
There is nothing left for me
As I start to beg and plee
Nothing here and nothing there
I've collapsed on my knees
Nothing to hear but my horror filled screams...
Categories:
plee, death, depression, loss, sad
Form: I do not know?
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