My Heart Is Weary Poems

There is a void in the hollow of my breast
where once my heart beat, undeterred
It flurries now in lethargic rhythm 
quelling emotions it has never repressed
unraveling its three-fold cord of silken threads. 

I never imagined they would come unbraided 
believing...Read More

My heart is weary and my soul is heavy,
I have removed the dagger but I am bleeding still;
and I know I will have a deep scar forevermore,
oh, but could I remove your name from my mind;
and how I wish that...Read More

So far away are you.
How can i ever get to you 
when my heart is weary 
from searching in the 
darkest corner for you. 
Even the brightness of 
the firmament could not 
reveal your hiding place.
 Open your heart 
so...Read More

I miss you so much it brings a tear
Tangible emptiness you’re not here
Days are long nights are dreary
Not tired but my heart is weary
Arthritic pain a constant companion
Feeling lost in a no way out canyon

Disturbing thoughts my mind assail
Have I...Read More

I'm laying here it's midnight.
I can't sleep.
My heart is weary and tired.
My somber eyes weep.

Every company is a plague. 
White lie.
Bold lie.
Sick twisted games.

Sure, I'm filled with darkness
Your fraud promises flip my smile.
You called others rotten.
Yet heartess is your style!

Why...Read More

My darling, thank you for this love.....

Silent night, now your eyes are closed my love
Without any worries you sleep deep in front of me
You have left me alone and my heart is weary and sad 
My tears are the only...Read More

My heart is weary of the paths
my feet must plod along
New horizons wink from
places I do not allow
myself to see
Rainbows are naught
but muddy reflections
that do not cry out my name anymore
To risk the hurt of a needle-sharp
world; I will not...Read More

Alone am I and don't want to be, I pray for someone to come and rescue me. I 
wander along this lonely path and think of those that I've lost in the past.

I seek for someone to walk with me,...Read More

Why the night’s so silent like an sad empty room?
No voice can be heard just constantly gloom
Where all the people go?
They are sleeping and drowning slow
So tell me what I should know
Why can’t I shut my eyes to sleep tonight?

I...Read More

Life's Burdens

My back, heavy and bent, in real physical pain, 
saying I am sorry over and over and over again.
My many apologies have nothing to gain,
their anger resonates loudly in my brain.

My heart is weary, tired and sad, never without,...Read More

Lord, so many times, “I ask You why?”
Why have You chosen me?
What am I to do Lord?
Why can I not be like someone else?
Like the woman in the church,
Strong in faith, full of character,
Glows with the light of Your love,
Always...Read More

I keep investing my time
Like a prospector on a gold rush
I keep panning and panning
Hoping to get one glimmer of gold
To help me to survive in life
Instead I keep getting fooled
By all that shines
I see and love
Fools gold...
Men who I...Read More