It starts with a smile
At least for a while
Then blindness appears but you
see everything ..
acknowledgment is affected
But you feel alive
Is this real is this fact u then
realise
Come run in my arms lets feel
paradise
Your every word starts felling
so nice
Don't give me your body don't
give me your soul
Just give me your smile
Just give me it all
U looked at another that tore
me in two
But with blindness my hearing
went too..
It happened again I should
have been four
But pain is the game let chess
take the shame ..
A year had made me 20 years
older no hair on my head
More weight on my shoulder
I cried and cried
much amount ..
She made me go blind for my
bank account
"Let me down..."
"Let me down..."
Echoes through my head,
It's all that I remember
Of what someone
Once Said.
I would deny the birds to sing
The blooming flowers, the coming spring.
If it be true that he is gone,
Then tell me pray, why they live on.
Cruel February stole his breath.
The one we loved, lies low in death,
This man who was so dear to me
And to all men a friend would be.
Dear gracious Lord, I thank thee for
Those happy years we had before
The angels came to take my love
And carry him to Heaven above.
Forgive me that his loss I moan.
Remind me he was Heaven’s loan.
You left me by the sea
I could feel waves of sadness
washing over me
you left me by the fire
I could feel hells sick desire
you left me by a tree
while its dead leaves hang over me
leaving me only brings
more misery
so if you go
don't turn back
because the pain
your leaving behind
will last
so go on
go on fast
while I slowly become
part of the past
Hey Dad
Hey Dad,
It’s me again.
I’ve just came to talk for awhile,
I’ve been missing you lately.
So I thought we could spend a few minutes,
Together catching up.
Everything is going okay,
Mom’s doing well, so don’t worry.
Christian’s sure growing up,
He amazes me each day.
I’m sure he would remind you of me,
When I was a child
It’s a beautiful day here,
And I thought I’d plant a few flowers.
Your favorites, so enjoy.
It’s only a few weeks,
Until your birthday comes around again.
So I wanted everything to look nice,
Incase you have some visitors.
Well I’ve taken up enough of you time,
I know you got to get back to that heavenly choir.
Your sweet voice will be missed.
I just wanted to let you know,
I was thinking about you.
And Dad, I love you.
Help me, I scream
I thrash and shout
Falling headfirst
I need a superhero now
They're getting louder
Wrecking the metal I've sown
If anyone can hear me
I need a superhero
The poison is spreading
Polluting every vein
I can find no elixir
Superhero ease the pain
They're overpowering me
Locking me in fences
Bottomless horrors
Superhero stop the endless
The rebellion has sparked
Burning like a flame
Burning away my flesh
Superhero bring me rain
Help me, please
Don't make me shout
Falling headfirst
Superhero, I need you now
A lady I love went away not so long ago,
I sit & weap for I never got to say farewell,
It's raining now & it hides my tears for her, she was a very special being;
She touched so many in so many ways.
She was my friend, my light my Mother,
now she is my beaken of light that guides me & will bring me home to her side again,
I wonder if she sees the true love that fills my heart, Also i wonder if she is at
peace?
She did so many selfless things in life & in death that were & are a testament to her;
giving ways, In her passing she is still teaching & giving to others.
I've always thought of her as an angel and now she truely has her wings,
She sits & watches over us in hopes thatour lives will be long & full of love.
I miss her so much & love her for the loving way she poesses, for the gift of life,
for the passion she had for life,
In my life I've been through some hard times but she with a smile & a kind word;
Always pulled me thorugh.
I THANK YOU MOM!!!
Moon Dog Art
Pushing in
Surrounding me
They always
expect me
to be something
more than I am
I'm supposed to be
an angel
a precious perfect jewel
a flawless child
And while they all
tell me to be
something else...
something not me...
I just bow my head
and nod quietly
and pretend to listen
and pretend to change
But inside
the walls close in
swallowing me
and who I really am
disappears
I have to do everything
right
and I am supposed to do
everything perfectly
And why don't they understand
that maybe sometimes
I can't do it?
Why don't they see
who I am
who I want to be?
But still I be submissive
as they pressure me
to be better
to try more
to be
what they tell me to
I change for them
because they ask me to
and I listen to them
and I let them shape
who I am
So I become
an object
to try to create
in a bigger
and better image
And the walls crush me
and inside
I'm crying
and dying...
They tell me
to always work harder
and so I sigh
say yes
and forget that
I'm in there somewhere
The real me.
Just begging
to be let out...
man:we are all here today because of a death the could not be avioded.dose
anybody have a few words for this poor soul
me: i do. Firts let me say he was a great companion....but h...he was a better friend
listen up and listen close about thos man
who could do what ever he always can
he was kinda like me
he did whatever it took o be set free
he showed p at the right time
to help me with a rhyme
so let me say one last one
but this is not for fun
you were always shy
i never got to say goodbye
this is my falt you are flying
we miss you everybody is crying
*i memory of my good friend flynn i miss you man hope you are happy where you
are i know you will support me through ever battle and we all know i get into a lot
of fights*
You left and went away and I took over
It’s been a hard cross to bear heavily on my shoulder
Everyone misses you and wants you back
I’ve tried my best to pick up the slack
To walk a mile in your footsteps is difficult I know
It’s hard to follow your shadow
I had the wind knocked right out of me and my ship has no sail
If they’re was two of me trying to catch up I still would fail
You were a friend to many and loss is great
I try to move forward but it’s hard to relate
To walk a mile in your footsteps is difficult I know
It’s hard to follow your shadow
You showed everyone else how to truly live
Gave everything you had until there was nothing more to give
You were above and beyond all of the rest
I cannot be you only myself but for your memory I’ll try to do my best
To walk a mile in your footsteps is difficult I know
It’s hard to follow your shadow
The knock came at three am
The witching hour
I stumble to the door in your blue oxford and my barefeet
They stood there like a pair of grim reapers in State Trooper gray
Their words don't make any sense
Redlight.....drunk driver.....make an ID
I call your brother and he takes me downtown
He's sure it's you and I shouldn't look
Six thirty am and I hear screaming
It's me......It's just hit me.....You're not coming home.
I feel my heart still beating but how can this be?
If you're gone how can my chest still rise and fall, is this proof of life?
If they told the truth my life ended at a red light.
Eventually the screaming stops
and I am rocked in the arms of my best friend
Her tears mixing with mine
I have to save them!
The power in them may be great enough to bring you back!
Two pm and light forces me to open my eyes
I touch your pillow...it's too cold
I remember the gray grim reapers, the cement floor with the drain and the tears I
collected
I hold them tight because they have power
I sit up and wonder if insanity will always hurt this much.
Images burned in my head.
Regardless what others said.
They were drinking anyway.
Remembering everything of those days.
Confused and petrified
while happening many times.
8 years of age is not pretend
It is not normal of kids.
You hurt me in more then one way.
mentally and physically some would say.
With every touch and every kiss
Becoming tangled inside with fear and quilt.
At town events there you be.
waiting like a tiger ready to pounce me.
Having fun with me one more time.
Now your messing with my mind.
No one believed me back then,
said I was a scared kid.
How can you walk around?
like nothing happened?
I'm still held captive by my dreams.
and you walk the streets free as can be!
.
cory long
Look mama, I can walk again
I can't feel the pain like before
All my tears have been wiped away
So don't be sad anymore
Look mama, can you see me run?
I can run as fast as the wind
I know you're sad 'cause I had to go
But today I met a new friend
He met me at the gates of pearl
And took me by the hand
He showed me things I've never seen
In a place called the promise land
Look mama, can you see me smile?
For today I met a King
They threw me a party when I arrived
You should hear these angels sing
Look mama, I made it home
And there's no place I'd rather be
Jesus said tell to you that I'm okay
And He'll take care of me
Dedicated to a family in my church who lost their only child to
cancer today....He was eight years old
Your nose bled last night,
suddenly, without reason
except for the blood thinners you're on,
but then you are almost ninety-three.
I worried about you, my historical, fun loving father,
though we laughed when I said,
"You'd better not die before your book launch,"
and you asked, "Can I die after?"
Still we put our joking away
when we heard the little girl inside me begging,
"Please don't die, Daddy and leave me an orphan,
please, please, please, although I'm sixty-three."
I turned around and you weren’t there
I couldn’t find you I lived the greatest scare
I don’t know where you went you did not share
Now I’m all alone as I sit and stare
Lord tell me this is some sort of game
I have a lost love and I now feel the shame
I feel responsible and I take the blame
I loose my voice when I call your name
I searched for you high and low
I tried to think if the places you would go
I’m desperate and I don’t know what to do
I’m blind with the only thought of finding you
Lord tell me this is some sort of game
I have a lost love and I now feel the shame
I feel responsible and I take the blame
I loose my voice when I call your name
There’s been no letter there’s been no call
When was the last place I saw you I don’t recall
Others join in to look more each day
The reality of you coming home is washing away
Lord tell me this is some sort of game
I have a lost love and I now feel the shame
I feel responsible and I take the blame
I loose my voice when I call your name
I will never stop looking until your found
If I do my mind will never be again sound
I’ll retrace the steps over and over
Because in my heart I need a final closure
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