Red Flags and Realizations
We started like a story,
You read me cover to cover,
Pretending you cared—
Just long enough to smother.
You said all the right words,
But your hands told the truth.
You weren’t in it for love,
Just the body of my youth.
I was a game.
A joke.
A cure for your boredom.
While you hid someone else—
Your loyalty was a phantom.
I was never your
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Categories:
realizations, 11th grade, boyfriend, break
Form: Free verse
Death For a While
I died for a while
Withdrawing myself from the routines of life
Getting into a silent shell and observing
The world around me
The people around me
The people who are the world around me
All happy and content with my absence
The vacuum that I perceived would be created
In my absence
Was created within me
The hollowness was evident
The invisible strings detached
As
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Categories:
realizations, life,
Form: Free verse
Fearful Realizations
My days are void of color
It seems I cannot speak your name
My consciousness lives within my memories
Holding only myself to blame.
The bleakness of reality
My soul, it perseveres
It lives far outside these bricks
I'm left alone with just my fears:
I am one broken half
To a whole I long to be
I am the shards of shattered glass
Of
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Categories:
realizations, anxiety, loneliness, lost, sad,
Form: Rhyme
Nowhere To Hide
A definite air permeates
When in the walls of my room
Projected productivity is it?
Or rather the reflection of what those expect of me
Identity found... lost, through my grasp
Hard to dicier or fully know
Craving change, something swift
Yet nothing short of raw, with nature as my muse
Possibilities seem infinite, away from these parts
Just the sheer art of crossing
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Categories:
realizations, change, childhood, deep, emotions,
Form: Free verse
Finals Week 4
Final exams start Thursday,
and it’s giving us all the feels.
Finals have a gravity of their own.
Are the papers worse than exams? Maybe.
The tension can be relentless and heavy.
“It’s finals week, see you on the other side.”
As for me, I’m almost packed up.
Time is an odd and unpredictable beast.
It’s hard to believe that in two weeks,
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Categories:
realizations, allusion, school, student, teen,
Form: Free verse
Sticky Notes
Sticky notes, adhesive and bright,
Myriad colors in my sight,
In my room, they cover the walls,
Reminders of tasks, big and small.
They seem so simple, but to me,
They represent my antithesis,
A symbol of all I can't be,
Of goals unmet and missed chances.
My weary eyes scan each square,
A daily reminder of my affairs,
The notes mock me with their
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Categories:
realizations, conflict, courage, life,
Form: Free verse
The Unknown
Why do I worry?
Why do the things I don’t know scare me?
Why have my dreams gone from colorful utopias,
to darker wastelands I don’t remember?
Why am I so afraid to face tomorrow
when not knowing brings me sorrow?
Every day goes the same
I always feel like I’m to blame
Months ago, the world almost tore itself apart
Almost seemed
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Categories:
realizations, remember, sad, society,
Form: Rhyme
Realizations
All I’ve ever wanted is to be me
But, often that is not enough
Or, maybe too much for others
I’ve also wanted fairness, balance,
And ended up on one way streets
I’ve wanted to help, then got burnt
I’ve danced in the fun, and fallen
I’ve spoken and been discounted
With things so close to my heart
I’ve stood up for myself as
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Categories:
realizations, introspection, truth,
Form: Free verse
Realizations
Realizations
There was a boy, Who played all day.
His name was Jam, He laughed all the way.
Sometimes sad, But others glad.
Sometimes he had, But was very mad.
Until he viewed, A young man stealing a toy.
Jam spoke aloud,
Yelling come play with me, Young man.
The young man stopped on a dime,
Could he believe his ears this
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Categories:
realizations, 3rd grade, 4th grade,
Form: Rhyme
Realizations of a Dying Man
Here in this my darkest hour
Chilled down to the marrow bone
Once a vibrant now fading flower
Where soon only weeds will grow
I had thought myself invincible
Here now holding auditions with death
As he freely asks morbid questions of me
Standing naked with no dignity left
Too late now I'm looking inward
At the empty boxes lining my soul
Knowing full well
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Categories:
realizations, death, life,
Form: Rhyme
Realizations
There was a boy, Who played all day.
His name was Jam, He laughed all the way.
Sometimes sad, But others glad.
Sometimes he had, But was very mad.
Until he viewed, A young man stealing a toy.
Jam spoke aloud,
Yelling come play with me, Young man!
The young man stopped on a
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Categories:
realizations, anti bullying, betrayal, character,
Form: Epic
Realizations
he lay next to her in peace
keeping him warm
a blanket made of fleece
she was all he ever wanted
all he'd need
till the day she said the words
that made his heart bleed
he begged and pleaded
please don't leave
she said he was the part of her
that she did not need
he thought these wounds
would heal in
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Categories:
realizations, sad love, truth,
Form: Rhyme
'realizations, Me Da Cuenta'
There is a God.
Hay una Diosa.
She lives in my head.
Ella reside en la cabeza.
Describing love in terms of her language,
Describe el amor en términos del idioma.
And describing language in terms of her love,
Describe el idioma en términos del amor.
There is a God.
Hay una Diosa.
Reside en
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Categories:
realizations, creation, death, depression, earth,
Form: Free verse
Painful Realizations
little girl, naive and sweet
playing with the pretty doll
still believing you can compete
in beauty's brutal brawl
but your hair isn't blonde
sadly, your eyes are brown
how could society be fond
of a girl without a beauty crown?
look at the other girls
their big
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Categories:
realizations, beauty, culture, emotions,
Form: Rhyme
Realizations and Translations
Somewhere between here,
blase and tomorrow's
derangement, lost the plot in
a moment of coherent clarity,
'twas quite a peculiar notion
unsettling predicament of
knowing one's own psyche,
silently questioned the
absolute mindfulness,
hardly sure whether to
heed or trust abstruse
insomuch as the validity
mid concise advice of
internal voiced concepts
shanghaiing neurons,
haranguing harbingers
hung on haphazardly
'til giving up on
any possibility of
sensibilities' solution,
acquired a migraine trying
to comprehend saneness,
there's a
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Categories:
realizations, allegory, hyperbole, parody, philosophy,
Form: Imagism
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