The Lost Diary
All this while
Had remained still in the rain
Scratching and scouting for my diary
Seeping but stucked in my senses
The lost diary
I left it in her heart
When she blew me a air of kiss
Only to be told she threw it to the
wind
But the wind denied it
Now, my heart is in a wild goose
chase
Waiting for a ship in a airport
My heart is lost and stolen
Am getting gin and din by the day
Where is my diary?
My heart is falling apart
My life is drifting to nowhere
Please, tell Fidelia to return my lost
diary....
Written by Awoh Kingsley
It is not by choice that I obtain
elation from
your memory, nor is it by will that I
crave the
you of our past. If truth be my
means of
expression, then at best, the excuse
for my
affection is equated with complexities
of
conscious and convolutions of a soul,
Or is lost within the depth of the
meaning of life.
To confess such devotion, over the
years,
became an act of attempting to
breathe,
yet to offer reason for why a heart
loves
is to elucidate ineffable emotion.
Though the question deftly wields
validity,
The answer...is the meaning of a
dream.
Yet, I render this humble
explanation:
"The reason my heart longs for
yours
is the same my mind yearns for
diction.
In it, I discovered something deeper
than
breaths. Within diction, I found
meaning,
And within your existence...I found
faith."
Im about to lose my mind, I
wish I could rewind time. I
would take back all the lies,
cries, and bad times just to call
you mine. Lets forget about the
past and let these last minutes
of love last. We can't because
the trust was broken glass long
before I started falling fast. I
broke your heart and you broke
mine. Will our love ever shine?
Shall we let love cry? Let love
die? Or shall we ignore there
ever was a love between you
and I? Through all the lies and
deceit, is there still a place in
your heart for me? If not, let
our last goodbyes be the last
cry so the love can rot. If we
ever by chance meet again, lets
start out as friends.
I smile even though on the inside my soul
does weep uncontrollably...like a infant
torn from his mothers breast as he
attempts to feed. No crime have I
committed,except to try and love
someone who never loved me. Torn into
pieces like and building hit by a
tornado....is my heart in peices. Tears that seem to
fall from my eyes which have no ending.
As I stand here on the top of this building
contemplating my miseries ending?
Someone save me from this pain which
languishes within my heart beating even
hard and faster than my own heart can
beat...driving me to the point of no
return, as my bleeding heart does cry in
so much agony over someone who could
never love me.
Why do women cheat?
Is it unintact relationships
Just looking to be swept off their feet
In search of intamacy or just
sympathy
More Physical attraction
Is status or attentiveness
Are they looking for a one night
stand...no wait a minute
Thats a man
A unfaithful man causes emotional
damage that with time can be healed
Women seek relationships with
intent of revenge or to replace
With no conscience of how they
make a us feel.
We men are far from perfect
We break up many of homes
When we are the victims
We can only blame ourselves
So dont gripe or groan
To a woman we are always the
cause
Either we dont make them
happy,make them feel special,dont
listen,or flat out dont seem to care
All could have been saved showing
her that you care with opening of a
door,heart to heart conversation,
sharing an intamate kiss and
breathed the same air
Faith, love, loyalty
Honor,courage,commitment
Is what all relationhip should never
lack
It will then go to shambles
That will be the cause or reasons To
get you heart ripped from your chest
and stabbed in the back
I wish I could be the one that
makes your heart skip a beat.
The one who can be the man to
sweep you off your feet. I wish
I could be around you night and
day. For the way I look at you,
just wanting to be the one you
look at the same way. Having
my smile that makes you weak
at the knees. And be the one
that is a constant presence in
your dreams. I want to be the
one that is number one in your
life. Being that one to call you
my wife. So we can gravitate to
the sun. Let the heat melt our
hearts into one. But truth is I
am really just none. Because
your heart for me has no love.
And I don't blame you, I blame
me. Because you laid out your
feelings clear and simply. I just
simply don't want to lose the
feeling. That one day you'll
have a change of feelings. But I
need to realize when to say it's
done. And just realize I am not
the one.
I see you have moved on,
Cause your heart wasn't won.
Know you failed to see me,
And what my love could be.
Watch how you just missed out,
So when your heart breaks again
don't pout.
Perhaps you'd say it was just fate,
But your dissision has been made.
And as you deal with heartache's
pain,
It's your lost and someone else gain.
They'll receive the love you had
deserved,
If you only took time you'd a heard.
That I wouldn't hurt your heart or
pride,
That no matter what, I'd be always
by your side.
Loved you like your favorite book,
But some how once again I'm over
looked.
May you still find your happiness
and love,
So you'll remain what could of...
Laying down without
you, never. Understand
what you did to not
make me love you. Baby
why did you leave me
like this. You took away
something special you
took a piece of my heart
and turned it in to ash.
Nobody though that it
would happen, nobody
thought that you
weren't on my side. But
when I close my eyes I
see you surrounded. By
stars.
You broke my heart
once your not going to
break it again. You said
its going to last forever.
But that was the end. I
guess you've gone away
forever never going to
come back.
Nobody thought that it
would happen. Nobody
thought you weren't on
my side but when I
close my eyes I see you
surrounded By stars
I thought you where a
shoring star. A dream
when I'm no sleeping. A
wish upon genies lamp
that just came true.
But even I can tell
genies arnt for real
shooting stars are just
for seeking and dreams
are lent for sleeping.
Nobody thought that it
would happen. Nobody
thought you weren't on
my side but when I
close my eyes I see you
surrounded. By stars
Inspired by the song Fix You by
Coldplay
My hand on my chest
because my heart bleeds,
Taking breath after breath,
but I still can't breathe,
When I close my eyes,
you're all I see,
That's when it hurts...
While my nights seem long,
my days stay gray,
And I force a smile but
it just won't stay,
My thoughts of you
are killing me today,
Feels like I'm cursed...
Bright has died, and gone,
Dark and night, are home,
And I still cry, and miss you.
I'm all out of love,
My heart beats slow,
I look up above,
and feel so low,
Footprints on my heart
And I let them show,
What I feel worth...
Bright has died, and gone,
Dark and night, are home,
And I still cry, and miss you.
Still dreams, about your face,
Images of what I cannot erase,
Still dreams, about your face,
I cry...
Still dreams, about your face,
Memories of every warming
embrace,
Still dreams, about your face,
I cry..
Bright has died, and gone,
Dark and night, are home,
And I still cry, and miss you.
Its nothing but pian when love
breaks your heart, and in the end,
you are left torn apart. With a pain
inside, they have left you to die, and
find a new home, you have a feeling
that you are left alone. No one is
here when you have this fear that
no one is there and no one really
cares. Your mind is all blank, you
just cant think, and the pain hurts
so bad that you cant help but be
sad. You heart has been torn and
your feelings are worn, and you
have no where to go, you just feel
so alone. A heart is something that
will be there forever, but when it is
brooen, you feel as if you will be
lost forever.
It would be nice if loving hearts
Were made of much stronger stuff,
With easier to replace parts,
When they have been treated rough.
I thought my cared for heart was tough
And that he would treat it nice.
Because he didn't care enough
My broken heart paid the price.
By: Joyce Johnson
For contest "Hutain This One" Won an 8th place
Everywhere I go, someone reminds me of you,
I remember all the things that we used to do.
I think of the things that might have been,
and I am losing you all over again.
I smell the fragrance of your sweet perfume,
it still lingers in my lonely room.
Just when I think my heart will mend,
I am losing you all over again.
It feels just like it did the day you left,
over and over, I can't help myself.
It seems to me, no matter what I try,
I am right back where I was the day you said goodbye.
I have tried to go out with somebody new,
I have changed my hang outs and the things I do.
I think I am over you and then,
I am losing you all over again.
Just when I think my heart will mend,
I am losing you all over and over again.
My memories are few and far between,
like a blur in a long line of faded dreams
Every memory except the one of you leaving
So vivid as you gracefully walk away
My heart can't seem to let you go
although I'm loosing count of the years
It still hurts like it was yesterday
Your silence fills my body
like a match lit in a dark room
My heart raps against my ribs
Beating louder than any drum I've ever heard
I long for it to silence itself
Just like your voice
It only becomes louder
And I am shaking again,
as tears stream down my face
I beg God to make it all fade away
Forgetting you would be beautiful
And the pain of this torture would end
I will never stop praying that I'll forget you
My angel, I will never cease trying
I've erased your name from my writing
but your face still swims throughout the words
I still see you leaving every day.
Tears of broken heart.......
I remember the day I met you
My heart was filled with joy
From that day you mean whole world to me
I enjoyed when you walked along with me
I enjoyed when you hold my hands
I enjoyed when your lips blew soft kisses
But I never thought my dreams will turn blue
When you left me and I traveled my journey alone
You took away all my dreams with you
I was left with broken heart and shattered dreams
You were my lover, friend and partner
No matter how long I was with you
But a broken heart is hard to mend
My heart knows how much I loved you
My tears spills the bin how much I cared for you
Still awaiting to hear your voice again
Hoping to hold your hands again
Now I have learnt that love starts with a smile
grows with a kiss and ends with tears.
Ravi Sathasivam / Sri Lanka
Copyright © 2003 Ravi Sathasivam
I see your Picture with tears on my face then I begin to remember the memories we had
together then my heart begin to race with sadness then I begin to say why do you have my
heart after all you put me though no matter how hard I try to forget you but you are
always to have my heart no matter what I do is it becasue your my first love or am I to
weak to let go of you......
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