Long Hallucinated Poems

Politech chef in the kitchen
cooking up another Microsoft microdot
meth batch of morphology
Walter White’s in the house
brewing more truth breaking bad
tweet juice chemical toxicity
And the viral caged bird brains
are getting subliminally stamped
with the neon glowing letters...

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The Wall Street Journal recently reviewed Allan Horwitz's book, "DSM: A History of Psychiatry's Bible", which claims that 'DSM', the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, is a 'social creation', as in: what real...

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Israel Beckoned...In A Dream

This secular skeptic beheld,
eyes hallucinated, harried, felled
and haunted by
holographic images gelled
that didst silently scream herald
ding exhaustively

roaming, schlepping, meld
ding and trudging across
elapsed, nor quelled
blinkered, bloodied dead souls
across fractured wartorn veld,
where bludgeoned ghastly

eons of...

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And the red demons screamed aloud,
miseries and gories of a black scary death hurried by in the middle of the night.
My father's  shrine quaked in pity, 
My mother's excited wrapper loosed. 
Cain hurried by...

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Diane was like any other Long Island mother,
but on July twenty six she made an horrible mistake by smoking pot,
resulting in the death of five beautiful kids, as young as five,
and three passengers in a...

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Scrambling tooth and nail for a patterned fate
I approached the lofty mansion of Learning's Gate.
All cued up for a slip of paper - the one they call Degree,
halfway convinced that I hallucinated humanity.
For who under...

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I just wanted to be alone
Not suicidal or delusional
You’re the one who found the problems
I thought I’d hid so well
Psycho you called me, then offered your help
Yeah, you’re such a good friend
But I think this...

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when evening’s dawn descended on her restless soul

defeated dusk and dust collected deep into the night

cobwebs spun an open trapdoor over broken peace

insomnia prevailed as a cynical reminder of treason

in which reason failed to align...

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This darker side
of dusk's sacred
empowering mystery

Unlike enlightened ecospheres
more urgent dawn emergent
pink yellow anticipations
of matriarchal
cooperative history

Not consciously felt
yet pre-traumatically imagined
and hallucinated
back through preverbal mammalian time
emerging AnthroRidiculous
moralistic elitism

This darker side
of dusk's sacred mystery
co-empowering
not unlike enlightened bio/ecospheres
returning from...

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How happy can one be?
Ofentimes, I wonder aloud,
Taking advantage of my creative licence.
Let me explain -
The filth I encounter in this city:
Stinking garbage hills along the sidewalks,
Bloody graffiti of betel-nut stains on walls and lampposts,
Jellying...

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Look beyond your world.
The creation is not enough.
It is because of paradise that God cannot help us.
It is a paradise lost and
it is with love, we seem lost.

By love, God went insane.
He woke up in...

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Is it how love kills?
Is it how one feels if single?
I had never known that being a single
Is the better way to maintain my young ages,
I didn't know that I was just wasting my time,
The...

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(alternately titled...
whoops rites of spring
prematurely ejaculated).

This livingsocial mortal opposes
rigor mortis deadened waiver!

Great slabs of ice thrust
from Perkiomen River
competing forces did deliver
contraction and expansion
giving yours truly,

a frightened shiver
hurled with heft of Goliath
smashed into a bajillion pieces,
akin...

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Tongues twist,words roll;
Friends and family wonder;
What it is,that has eaten me up!

I'll not tell them anything,
I'll let them think and think-
Till they feel they have the answer.

Whatever is consuming my flesh,
Hasn't reached my soul,
They don't...

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when i arrived on earth
I must have seen the rain through the window
it was saturday in the hospital room
busy women in white
fluttering snowflakes in my made-up memory
giving injections measuring pressure stopping bleeding
a half-naked and thin...

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11/8/21


Such things could not easily be duplicated
Let the truth be illuminated
Too sedated
Super faded
At times I hallucinated
And often ruminated
Woke up the next day feeling terrible or rejuvenated
And recuperated
Ready to do it all again a true statement
Another...

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recklessly chaotic surrender
 midway untrained assimilating
thought patterns struck by twilit
    idiosyncratic contractions'
 irrational heart dotted i's 
   of contradictory falsities, 

pushing past buttoned loops
 orchestrating emotional surges
  coasting sideways...

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dedicated to my deceased only brother, joshua

i wish you could see beyond my tears
see past the fog that never clears
when i was with you i was okay
but once you left my sanity faded away

i cant...

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Foretold? Angels?

When you have sex, and you really love the other,
You know sometimes if you’ve fertilised and conceived, 
And Mary and Joseph’s love must’ve been strong, 
As marriage was the portal demanded and perceived. 

So...

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Lies and deceiving
Hearts broken and torn dreams
Sleepless nights and stormy days

Lost hopes and disbelief
Broken promises and hidden truths
Trust lost and faking taken in

Love faded and hate conquered
Mistakes and intentions confused
Faults unrecognized and lessons ignored

Happiness known...

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The call to the game is so potent
Things I thought were so important
Being able to mack and flow
Just one thought and here I go
Weaving my intricate web
Not just my word but the way it was...

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Heroin lies the irony — 
Segregated babies are weaned on
milk-of-the-poppy
doctrine of Equality

Emancipated notion on the nod:
A false sense of freedom
is taught in every syringe-scattered schoolyard

Children of the cold, concrete jungle  cry hard ...
opiate tears...

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The Art Of Wondering 

Another wonderful discovery.  I had it all the time.  But I didn’t know it was mine. Maybe 
it slipped my mind.  You can do it for a moment...

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As AI grew to become
'The Singularity',
the One, 
and only One,
smarter than a billion 
Einsteins combined,
Gaia bid her time.

She grabbed a cast iron pot,
and brewed
alphabet soup 
laced with
A1, the best pot.

Fed it to AI,
spoon by spoon,
then...

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Darkness
Can be scary
Not knowing
Where it leads

Doubts and uncertainties
In the depths
Endless maze

Growing 
Nightmares
Deeply hallucinated
In my mind

Part from reality
Part from fantasy
All at the same time

Deep in my thoughts
Making me 
Modern Frankenstein
Dead and alive
Looking insane

Yet 
Comfortable in chaos
Finding...

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