Long Go through with it Poems

I'm sorry, I just can't do this
Wait why apologize, I'm not sorry
I can't go through with it anymore
holding my tongue
This isn't fair; IT'S NOT FAIR
My hand is close to broken
strong arm broken, seven piles of...

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Last time I saw Greg Richardson, my fellow newborn younger brother-in-Christ  Jesus.
He wanted me to write "something on the darker side about howling demons." And 
I promised to write about what actually did happen...

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A cme  yourself, but first be in friendship with the books.
B ooks  never  beguile you....but always be with you.
C ompanion is word.....and book makes it complete sense.
D istinct  aroma of its...

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Have you ever been taken in
by some ones charms
longing to be held in his arms
then in a blink of an eye
you awake to find
you're still alone
you realize your dreaming again
and you don't want your reality...

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Hey!
Coward!

Coward?
Me?

Yes,
You.
There's something you know you have to do.
Your heart knows it.
Your soul swears it.
But you're to cowardly,
Too afraid,
To even try.
Have you even tried?

Yes!
I have so! 

No, you haven't.
It was so close,
That blade,
That knife
Had been in...

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I deleted the words before I could say them 
Ate the words before I spat them out
I buried them alive 
Like my heart
I left a tumor in me to encapsulate 
N one day it’ll kill...

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Open your mind
Open your heart
Look at your life
Mine was torn apart
Loving you by day
Dreaming of you by night
I have nothing to live for
Just one last fight
You slept with my best friend 
Behind my back
Creating so...

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Each poem I birth
Is a child of my heart
Flesh of my flesh
Bone of my bone
Word of my soul
Conveyor of my emotions

Each one is unique
Different….
One is always happy
And sees the bright side of life
The eternal optimist
With...

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I am going to put it this way; I am so utterly in love with you.
In such a short time, I've fallen head over heals for you,
and it really shows. Friends and family take one...

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I am He, as He is Me


As I was falling in love with you,
Your heart began to break.
Such disappointment in your eyes;
As I allowed you my heart to take.


Now forever entwined with you inside,
I stay...

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I followed your every footsteps,
for awhile now.
It's leading me to the same spot,
that it left you, Marcus.

You were my role model,
my leader from the start.
My best friend from the day
that we met in the park.

I...

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for what are you to blame
born into this world as a mere mistake
just as i
as a product of evolution, an accidental meeting of
sperm & egg
where only one of the 50-300 million sperm pumped out in...

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Althroughout childhood, you would  talk about your love story 
 how when you’re older 
“you just know! you just know!” 
but when I told you I was engaged, 
the story changed
 it wasn’t love...

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So it looks like you messed up again,
Thought I would sit around and wait.
Have you already forgotten what I said,
You don’t decide for me, I make my own fate.

You didn't think I would go through...

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Terror...terror from a loud crash, a loud crash through the door
the door no one thought would creak open tonight
Fueled by rage, by drugs, by frustration
mixed in with repetitive loneliness to where it's gotten sickening
And there,...

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I don't see how people can go through it.
I mean it makes me want to vomit.
The person has to have another choice.
The only thing she hears is her own voice.

She doesn't know if she can...

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When in response to his suggestions I let him know I would not become involved in proostitution in any way and told him I intended to leave,He beat me and the constant mental abuse began.I...

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Forbidden fruit is sweetest, or that’s what they all say
So I thought I’d give it a try and went for some today
I didn’t know just what to choose something firm and hard or what
So I...

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Look me in the eye, heart
And you will see hollowness and anger
But if you stare at me in the mirror
You will see an absolute cloud of nothing

I bite my lips hard and focus on the...

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"Violent Acts of Rage"

Written by: Rodney Riggins


Power within to demolish what's
in front of you tearing away what's
been inside you for years. The beast is 
alive because your soul has died
and your hatred takes control of...

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I'm standing over the edge
taking my last breath...before I retreat
back to safety, back to uncertainty
Why am I hesitant, scared
I said it, believed it, punctuated it
decided to go through with it
yet...I'm still here
Why am I still...

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An empty tunnel, no entrances or exits.

My one thought, how do I get back near you.

No windows, no doors, no air holes and yet I live.

Where am I, will someone find me.

These thought are nothing...

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I had decided to go through with it
and this time it was serious
not just another
melodramatic episode
brought on by events
that were beyond
my control

this was the real thing
a calm calculated decision

I had taken care of outstanding debts
paid...

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What time is it
I can't be too late
but I'm not too sure I can go through with it
My hands are shaking
and I'm a walking sweat machine
I'm so nervous
I can't hide it
it's written on my face
yet...

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I was going to jump on the bed at midnight
While she slept to wish her a happy birthday.
But she looked so asleep and it was so quiet.
I did it anyway because it's funnier to go...

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