To My Dearest

I am going to put it this way; I am so utterly in love with you. In such a short time, I've fallen head over heals for you, and it really shows. Friends and family take one look at me and see that this incredible guy has made me happy... more happy then I have ever been in years. Honestly, if we had never met, I'd still be Miss. Anti-Social and shutting everyone out of my life. By giving me a chance and showing me how much you truely care for me, has helped me learn to open up not only to my family, but more importantly, myself. I'm sure you've heard it all before, "I've never felt so amazing before, your the best!" but I call bull-crap on those people. You've been screwed one too many times over, and I'm not like that. Because I was so anti-social, no one wanted to try talking to me, because I'd "close the door" on them, therefore, they'd give up on me. I'm compelling myself from tearing up while writing all this down, which is why I'm having you read this rather than me reading it to you. Dear, if you were lying on your death bed, I'd be there with you every step of the way. Through all the pain and suffering, no matter what, I'm by your side when you need me. Even if you told me to go away in your meanest voice, I'd refuse and grab your hand and stay, because I know I'd want you to do the same for me. I adore everything about you. There is no way in hell I could get sick of you, you make me feel whole. You are so amazing and I don't give a damn if you don't agree, because you mean absolutely everything to me. I'm scared for you to see me in worst conditions, but if it means being around you and feeling safe and like nothing else matters, then I'd go through with it. I won't ever give up on you if you don't give up on me. I could go on forever writing about how much you mean to me and how much I truely love you, but I'll continue some other time. Lets face it... I love you!