Sorry for not trying much harder for the sake of us,
But truth is I am sorry for trying so hard for you.
It just seems my own rhyme and reason will never ever get through.
Girl, how can it be
You turned into my old account
And laughed at me for being stupid
And no longer taking responsibility for you
I was so cruel to myself that I didn't dare
To admit my misunderstanding of love
I'm not sophisticated
How can I distinguish between good
Bad and bad people
How can I be sincere to myself
And treat every love between people
Who live in the past
Seriousness is not enough simply
Why are we all suitable for memories
We deny it, do you want to be precious
We can only reject every possibility
Who cares and who do you want to go
We could not simply met peace with ease
It's torture for us, we simply cannot admit
Girl, sorry, we're through, we go our own ways.
I am full of glee
I won’t give up on you, love
Above, you will see
I am full of envy
I won’t live up to hatred
Below, you will see
Desperation drives the bins
Holes in the soul bleed in the sins
Inherited sorrows weigh heavy on bones
Expectation drives love to find new holes
No matter what life deals in its path
Lonely eyes stare at the dark dreading and expecting its wrath
Tuned into the devil your heart maybe
Life deals it luckless, cold, cold hand with one and only one guarantee. Follow that path and you’ll never be free.
Stare at the dark expecting to see the light. Hear the silent screams of your life fade into the night.
You may jump of Everest and expect to fly
Then you hit the ground proving all their promises, hopes and truths were lies.
LET ME GET THROUGH THE DAY
Let me get through the day… oh yeah… oh yeah…
by letting my mind go astray… oh yeah …oh yeah…
since I cannot go out and play
and feel my freedom taken away… oh … oh...
Feeling down with no headway
Feeling the blues, I cannot even downplay… oh …oh…
How I wish I can hide away… oh yeah… oh yeah…
from these constraints to obey… oh yeah… oh yeah…
NOTE: Here we go again with the lock down
Here I am feeling chaffed again...
Need to cheer myself up... with this poem/song
You can sing this with John Lennon's
''Whatever Gets You Through The Night"
I'm an avid fan of his and we share the
same birthday along with his son, Sean
and a couple of my friends .....
Mankind has now entered a new chapter in life.
Unprecedented circumstances, brings forth newfound strife.
Your conduct and demeanor are controlled by only you.
Don't let fear of the unknown, control what you do.
Educate and prepare, protect yourself and your kin.
Come on now you've got this, remember where we've been.
I wish you the best, I pray for each one of you.
This is just a break from the norm, we will get through.
One of my soup friends wrote a poem about me
No names mentioned (Jennifer) but you know who you are
It’s called simply: OUR FRIEND
I am speechless and that doesn’t happen to often
I have a double glass door in my home
Now I can’t even go outside because my head is too big
Thanks a lot Jennifer now I can’t even go to the store
What a sweet and kind person this world needs more people like
JENNIFER
as she battles to pick up pennies
dollars fly past like angered hornets
with glass walls that are penetrated by many
her world could launch a thousand sonnets
to find traces of joy in this life
one must squint for the light is so dim
sometimes in this darkness she wields a knife
words that cut psyche as well as skin
this malaise came about slowly
there are no prescriptions for what ails
a book inscribed with the word holy
rests on her nightstand to no avail
the sun may set in the East
before vivacity returns to her home
ask why, but she will not speak
of this plight as being her own
Day in and day out
I hear you both fight
in a second, at the drop of a dime
every day and night
Out my door I hear you scream
frightened and scared I hide
in my closet, under my bed
will the voices ever die?
Do you ever think how your words affect me?
they rush around in my head
I don't cry or whine or complain a lot
I write my emotions down instead
Line by line, verse by verse
my thoughts come out clear
but no matter how much you read
you never seem to hear
So once again, I write out my heart
but this time I'll hide it from you
because I know no matter how hard I try
my emotions will never get through.
Survive the storm
To be your norm
It may really sting
But then life it may bring!
Some days are much harder
to get through
Then the other days
But I had to put all
of my feelings aside
Because I understood
how important it was for you
To be with your family
Because they would have
done the same for you
And that’s why I have never
been selfish in any way
Because I have always tried to be
as understanding as I could be
Because I knew inside my heart
That you would find a way
To come back to me some day
I just hope and pray
That your Mom and your Sister
can recover from there cancer
So that they can be around
a lot longer
Because they
Like the rest of your family
Are all just as important as you are to me
Some days are much harder
to get through then the other days
I’m SO a genius, a genius he said..
We’ll have them going out of their heads.
If they cant find a live person to talk
Perhaps they will eventually just take a walk.
Push one for English” will do for a start
How about 25 options..man this is so smart.
Confusion, delusion, anxiety will rule
Blood pressure increasing.. hard to keep cool.
"To return to the main menu,,press one"
Can’t remember when I’ve had so much fun.
Lets try “Your call is very important to us.”
I wish I could hear them as they start to cuss.
If only they knew that no one is there
Now..”whats your business?” we really don’t care.
You never left my side. Never tried to deny, that our love wasn't real, or cover up
the fact that your heart does feel. That it does skip a beat, whenever i'm near.
Never hid that you too shed tears. That you pour out your feelings and share your
biggest fears. Proclaim your love to me, share your joy, laughter, along with your
pain. To be one with and share that same power..to love, to live, to laugh, to cry.
Never turned your back or asked why, nor questioned these emotions, these
feelings that run so deep and are so much alive. Part of me, part of you, we are
one, hand in hand, side by side, whatever obstacles may stand before us, we will
no doubt, Overcome!