spring breakage
University midterm periods bring early mornings charged with energy drinks and espresso shots. Evenings are spent trading quizlets in Bass Library or in late night cram sessions in the common room. After several days of stressful testing, midterms suddenly end.
But we’re like those Indianapolis race cars that’ve just run 500 laps, we come off our
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Categories:
boyfriends, boyfriend, feelings, humor, school,
Form: Free verse
invasive species
Peter in the summer morning sun
his cool smile shaded by shadows run
his voice as soothing as coffee’s scent
tell me he wasn’t heaven sent
Peter of Malibu moss and Spanish rose
his lips like light-coral, in kissable repose
his legs slouched akimbo, like a tiger’s limbs
how I long to re-entangle myself in them.
Peter’s quick caress, on windy Tropez beaches
aren’t
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Categories:
boyfriends, beach, boyfriend, extended metaphor,
Form: Rhyme
thin fractures
Thoughts can be thin fractures in the order of things.
Sometimes my dorm room seems a sterile sarcophagus, like an accusation, or an interrogation about my romantic choices, with nothing warm or inviting there. Sometimes I’ve just got to get out.
Leong and I decided to go to ‘Toads Place’—a bar right across
the street from campus. Still,
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Categories:
boyfriends, drink, forgiveness, integrity, morning,
Form: Free verse
it's what's wrong
Maybe I’m too simple
or too shallow
but I’m not angry.
What’s wrong with me?
I was trying to think
of someone I hate,
Jews, CIS guys, republicans,
palestinians, blacks, democrats,
the left handed, authority figures,
central americans, parents, vagrants,
the usual suspects, but I’m coming up empty
Things aren’t perfect
don’t get me wrong
I’ve got a pug nose
a flat chest
a giant forehead
and too much work to
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Categories:
boyfriends, humor, poetry, political,
Form: Free verse
frowny
It’s a dark and cold night. Looking back and up, the moon
was a thin and useless crescent, barely visible.
‘What a wasted moon,’ I thought.
“A stupid moon,” I mumbled to myself as if to finish a conversation.
It looked deflated, artificial, soulless, and cold. Not poetic at all.
I’m coping with tough decisions
a victory and perhaps one martini
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Categories:
boyfriends, drink, humor, school, student,
Form: Free verse
for someone
It’s hard to meet someone serious at college. Everyone’s busy,
self-centeredly grinding away at their dreams. So much so that
people tell you to not even try (especially as a freshman).
I was mostly at ease with myself—as a freshman. I had an
excellent skincare routine—it was downright luxuriant,
and it kept me going, through that romantically lonely year.
But we
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Categories:
boyfriends, anniversary, boyfriend, celebration, humor,
Form: Free verse
thanks Santa
Let's wax poetic - wax on..
We’re in for it
When we enter
the insubstantial country of love
That secret theater, in an invisible mansion of moods
it’s a resort that houses its share of speechless monologues and sore disappointments, all lovers know that, but there are infinite discoveries too—secret, intimate delights and sensual confidences.
Ok, wax off.
My horoscope this morning
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Categories:
boyfriends, boyfriend, christmas, fun, humor,
Form: Free verse
leftover
Peter (my bf) flew away early this morning,
like Shakespear’s eagle, “leaving no tracks.”
Now I lay here, as a leftover or Millais’ drowned ‘Ophelia.’
That’s an image ripped from adolescent, female visual culture.
Time‘s adversarial magic drags us ever future-wise,
eroding sweet moments we would cling to.
Shall we poetize?
I want a quiet afternoon,
on the bright side of the moon.
It’s
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Categories:
boyfriends, boyfriend, humor, leaving, literature,
Form: Rhyme
coming to town
Peter (my bf) is coming to town - tonight. I’m breathy with excitement.
My energy is so sick. “Someone scrape her off the walls,” Leong remarked, as I bounded out of my room this morning.
Lisa winced, holding her hand up, as if to block the sun, “You never smile in the morning.” “And she’s
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Categories:
boyfriends, boyfriend, humor, school, student,
Form: Free verse
guerillas
My boyfriend Peter’s like smoke, he’s elusive. He doesn’t always carry his phone.
There’s a crosswalk in Tokyo, it’s in all the movies. The light changes and hundreds of people walking in different directions meet - but they don’t collide - they make room for each other, flowing around each other like water.
Peter and I make
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Categories:
boyfriends, boyfriend, character, confidence, crush,
Form: Free verse
lemon-shine
The bright sunrise made the snow-covered Alp mountain-tips, an hour-away-by-car, glow like they were topped with lemon ice-cream. Was this evidence of magic?
Peter (my bf) and I are low atop the five story Hotel de la Paix, in Geneva, which seems like a small town - with only 10 slightly interesting things to see -
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Categories:
boyfriends, boyfriend, paris, student, summer,
Form: Free verse
new moon
People came and went all night, welcomed by the warm evening, the 12-piece jazz band, rich restaurant aromas and the boundless night sky. I hear their enthusiasm as they’re escorted to their tables. These Geneva people seem more Germanic and reserved than the French, although they’ve stolen our language. Maybe they license French or subscribe
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Categories:
boyfriends, boyfriend, dance, humor, night,
Form: Free verse
the grand masked ball
We’re in Paris, staying with my Grandmère (Grandmother) for a few days around Mother’s day.
Peter (my bf) is getting to know my Grandmère. They’ve started to relax and enjoy each other. This time, when they met, they hugged.
“You look great!” Peter said, “Have you had some work done?”
She made a face that acknowledged the absurd,
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Categories:
boyfriends, boyfriend, fun, grandmother, mothers
Form: Free verse
geneva
During finals week, I’d spent days on various reports and papers, scribbling in the margins of notes and books, checking facts, revising flashcards and prepping with friends. I’ve an unshakable faith in plodding persistence.
We were tested and sent packing.
Today, I’m in Geneva, with Peter (my bf). He works for CERN. I’m on vacation - but
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Categories:
boyfriends, boyfriend, humor, love, school,
Form: Free verse
red lines
Sunrise was just a red line in the inky void, as Lisa and I reached the harbor decking stairs,
but at once, the brazen slash began widening, like a silent, slow motion explosion,
thin, smoky wisps of cloud, like flammable tissue, prismed the stage light ignition.
bee-de-deep my phone chirped. It was Peter (my bf).
“Hey you,”
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Categories:
boyfriends, appreciation, morning, sea, student,
Form: Free verse
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