In the darkness
I
fight your presence
in my senses. Every
night
the ghost of your body refuses to
abandon me and your
thorns poke
holes in my thin soul which
pours
out to chase your every move.
The light of dawn
comes leaving
me empty
and insane yearning
for another day in your
haunting
passionate proximity.
Nothing
before was ever like
you, nothing could
ever
confuse and soothe me
at once.
God please let me preach -
God is the Most Rich Person
God please make me rich!
you inhale me
and
saturate me
with your crazy passion
and
as you exhale me
I shoot out like a flaming comet
from the constellations
swirling in your eyes
exploding like a meteor shower
high into the sky
and then
you drink me in
and cast me deep
into your torrid rapids
my glistening wings
flutter
slowly melting
shimmering silver rivulets
liquid feathers
dripping
into the glorious ocean
of holy splendour
forever free
lost inside your ecstasy
in the center
of effervescent love
your precious golden heart
Angry insane thoughts
Don’t you trust me?
Give me my freedom
My bitter freedom
Give me freedom
You will never give me freedom
I will try until I cease no more
I want freedom
It is my destiny
I need to live before I get that freedom
Serpent eyes
Don’t touch me
Let me go
Don’t you trust me?
I am bitter truth
Your ruin
Your end
Living in my blood
I am your successor
Your lineage
But I want to be free
I am not young anymore
Let me be free
A shot bird in blood
Let me be free
Angels resent me
For your wish
Don’t you trust me?
You're right – I don’t trust you either.
Our world
is out of control spinning faster and faster
every single day.
Some days feel as though the world is
swallowing me alive.
With all the pushing, shoving,r rushing
yelling, shooting, killing.
Most times there is scarcely time to
slow down or stop to take a breath.
I wonder how I can help me with all this
spinning out of control?
Inside me I have a special room I retreat to.
there all is quiet filled with kitties, silly
and soft things.
There my mind can rest, my faith gets
refreshed, and renewed I let it all go.
The world
can keep going on as fast as it wants but
without me in it.
Verse One: Sitting on the window pane/ Looking into the
night sky/ Seeing all the beautiful stars/ Shining
in there glory/ The vast night sky/ or makes me
feel so small
Chorus: All the stars around me/ twinkling tonight
Surrounding me with the light/ They're
all I need tonight/ I will shine with all my
might / Like a star/ like a star in the night
Verse Two: I'm so far from where I want to be/
My dreams are as big as this bight sky/ I'm thinking
to myself/ Can this ever happen?/ What if I fail?/ What
if this is not what I am meant to be?
Repeat Chorus
Verse Three: Thinking of you and what we are/ think of how
you make me feel/ the joy you give my soul/ Thinking of leaving
you/ how leaving you could destroy you/ destroy the beauty in
the night sky
Repeat Chorus
Bridge: I have to choose/ choose between you and this night
sky/ This night sky I have always dreamed of/ but you/ you are
the light/ the encouragement of my life/ I have to choose you/
you or my night sky
Repeat Chorus X2
BETRAYAL
Absconded from the scene, but dying fast,
to seek a vengeance in a candle flame,
I whisper names as prayers, a spell is cast,
and goes about its deed--this is no game.
The power none believe is really there;
(or speak of, tongue in cheek, at very best)
too soon is born and takes me everywhere,
to ride the devil's beast upon my quest,
and have no mercy, it will drive us mad,
as you have done to me within my past,
and just as soon, you'll lose the mind you've had,
to whimper in the dark. The spell is cast.
Breath slowly now, and know this is your end,
where once was written, you were safe and sane;
that on the day when you betrayed this friend--
your life has come to be eternal pain.
Oh mirror, you read me always as I grown up.
You enjoyed my childhood when I have train up.
In my happiness you noted a vision of my greed,
You pointed me pimples when beauty has top up.
You read my mind and heart in any change of time,
You supported me in all manners that were civil or crime,
You always spoke and advised me when I fall in any crisis,
You realised me and forced to gain that was my main prime.
Whenever I come to you, it was bearable in any mood.
You relaxed and satisfy me when I turned to check my hood.
You care for my personality, also grace and dignity call,
You laughed at me when I didn’t hear you that I could.
Your visionary image guided me and promoted my vision,
You selected matching colours for me in running all fashion.
you race though my veins
like a manic fire truck
my eyes smodering from the engine
of your torrid passion
fire hoses squirting out my skin
let me in sweet darlin'
fling the ladder from your pounding heart
climb into my vacant mind
strip me naked and fling me
into your bubbling inferno
your liquid lava seething
every sweet cell breathing me in
as I slowly rise,
and dive into your
silky undulations
microscopic penetrations
wrap yourself around me
and catapult me deep
into your long forgotten sleep
let me in sweet darlin'
envelop me completely
my senses scintillating
corpuscles palpitating
drown me with your magic potion
breathe me like a dragon
soak me with your moist emotion
and lift my heart
high
into the tranquil eye
of your whirling swirling hurricane
please
let me in sweet darlin'
http://lovestruehome.com/
my life is funny
also been a mess
i had all the things in life
the was simply the best
i throw it all away
with mist trust and pain
a learned to love another
i did the bloody same
my heart feels in tatters
a dont know what to do
if a met another
would it be the same to.
my fears of being happy
is all just a dazze
i wonder if lifes in anger
as a treat you all the same.
i feel so lonely
and deep hurt inside
a met a lovely women
a wanted her as a bride,
i felt i mist trust her
as i was so comfused
i told her am not happy
and i was not amused,
she left me for another
as most do the same
does this happen forever
of love being the same,
i tried to hide my feelings
and keep my heart strong
am scared a hurt another
and say the things thats wrong,
i want to be happy,
and chance them blues away
i pray i meet another
that will not treat me this way,
it is not the women
that are i mistrust
its my green eyed monster
that ruines all my love,
i feel like its a monster
that drives me insane
as the green eyed monster
thinks everyones the same...
I carry with me a heart full of grace
an antique bracelet and a beautiful bouquet
people think light of me they think im crazy at times
because i might carry with me a gun , or just a dime.
Im not a bad person or a weirdo if you say
im just a person who carry's a heart full of grace.
I wake up screaming, sometimes crying.
I simply can't tell which side is lying.
Is it me, or is it my brain?
I can't deal with much more because it drives me insane.
I see visions of horrible, gruesome things.
Like people who've been chopped to bits, and little dead kids that sing.
I can hear the music playing and it scares me to death.
I try to run away, but I get sicker with every breath.
I see people I love and others that I've never seen before.
If I ever see those strangers when I'm awake, I'll freak out, I'm sure.
Why do I have these nightmares each and every time I sleep?
Have I not cried enough tears for people I'll never meet?
I'll never understand it, but I guess I'll have to deal.
It only gets to me this bad because it all seems so real.
I stood upon the hill and closed my eyes,
And listened to the sound of wind and rain;
My face and hair were wet, my body chilled,
And then I sensed the presence of the Dane.
I turned around and saw him watching me,
And rooted to the spot, I forced a smile -
Although, the hairs were rising on my neck -
As motionless, he watched me all the while.
He wore a helmet, held an axe and shield,
A giant man, with flaxen beard and hair,
The face was hard, his eyes were cold and blue -
I can’t describe the menace in his stare.
It seemed like hours; I stared into that face,
And all the while, consumed by fearful dread;
I knew he meant me harm but couldn’t move -
Oh yes, I would have turned around and fled.
The booming thunder seemed to break the spell;
He glowed - then disappeared, as lightning flashed;
Though sceptics laugh and say I’d drank too much,
I’d found the place the Viking’s gold was stashed!
You made me laugh,
You drove me crazy,
and everyday you
always made me
smile...
Even after your gone
you still have my heart
and uplift my soul, which
brings me too a smile!
While I sit here and
reminisce on the wild
adventure life we
embraced, we were
like two lost souls
starving for attention
and thriving for our
journey we were about
to embark... For it drove
us to our deepest desires
and the passion of what
road we were going to
endure... Then when it
opened it was only me.
For you and I were torn
apart, from a tragic mishap
that ripped you away
from my heart....
One Life... One Love... One Soul
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