The Green Eyed Monster

my life is funny also been a mess i had all the things in life the was simply the best i throw it all away with mist trust and pain a learned to love another i did the bloody same my heart feels in tatters a dont know what to do if a met another would it be the same to. my fears of being happy is all just a dazze i wonder if lifes in anger as a treat you all the same. i feel so lonely and deep hurt inside a met a lovely women a wanted her as a bride, i felt i mist trust her as i was so comfused i told her am not happy and i was not amused, she left me for another as most do the same does this happen forever of love being the same, i tried to hide my feelings and keep my heart strong am scared a hurt another and say the things thats wrong, i want to be happy, and chance them blues away i pray i meet another that will not treat me this way, it is not the women that are i mistrust its my green eyed monster that ruines all my love, i feel like its a monster that drives me insane as the green eyed monster thinks everyones the same...