PANIC DISORDER ANXIETY DISORDER PTSD NARCOLEPSY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY AND ME
MY DIAGNOSISS 1999 ON A GOVERMENT AIRFORCE BASE DEFENSE COMMISARY AGENCY DECA MY PLACE OF EMPLOYMENT IT WAS SO WEIRD I MEAN I WORKED AT BASE EXCHANGE 1997 I RELOCATED BACK TO GREATLAKES NAVY BASE 1998 AFTER THE HOMELESS MAN WAS FOUND BURNED ALIVE I FEARED GARGANO WOULD HARM US SO 1999 I GOT ORDERS
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Categories:
traumatic, allah,
Form: Naat
Innocent As Charged
In ‘96, the gavel cracked like thunder,
Though my hands held no storm.
A verdict etched in iron,
For a crime I never formed.
They saw a shadow—chose me to fit it.
Three blue uniforms spoke like fate:
“Take the fall, son.
This case is bigger than your
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Categories:
traumatic, anger, character, corruption, courage,
Form: Free verse
FBI BRAIN WASHING MEMORY DELETION TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY SUBJECTS
MY HUSBAND AND I BOTH SUFFERED TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY MY BRAIN WAS CRUSHED MY EYE DOCKET AND NASAL ARCH CRUSHED BROKEN BONE FRAGMENTS BITING MY BRAIN I UNDER WENT EXTREME HYPNOSIS THERAPY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI THE ARSON MURDERS OF 9 PERSONS ABDUCTED TAKEN TO THE AMERICANA INN 2AM CITY OFFICIALS TOYING WITH
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Categories:
traumatic, allah,
Form: Naat
She Trusted the Stars
She placed her dreams in starshine's bright design
where she believed the galaxy would guard them
from incidents and accidents that might shard them.
She trusted stars to lifelong harmonize love's song.
Wearing confident styles, she traversed fickle miles
before finding a grand love that would surely thrive.
Now, she barely manages life or pajamas without strife.
Gone is
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Categories:
traumatic, betrayal, cry, depression, girlfriend,
Form: Free verse
AH TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY HEADACHE RELIEF
MY NEUROLOGIST SAVED MY LIFE TODAY SORRY I WILL NOT STRESS OVER IMMATURE PERSONS SENDING TERRORIST THREATS ON LICENSE PLATES TO A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURED DISABLED WOMAN TODAY AH TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY RELIEF GOD BLESS AMERICA
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Categories:
traumatic, allah,
Form: Naat
MY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY
BLINDING FLASHES FROM MY EYE SOCKET BEING CRUSHED MY NASAL ARCH NOSE FRACTURE RHINOPLASTY SURGERY HELPS WITH MY AIRWAYS THE SEVERE TRAUMA ON IMPACT SEVERE CAR ACCIDENT TWO MEN ON A LADDER ADJUSTING THE STREET LIGHT GREEN TO GO THE DRIVER DOES OUT OF NO WHERE A WHITE HYUNDAI STIKES US HYUNDAI FRIGHTENS ME SINCE
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Categories:
traumatic, allah,
Form: Naat
VICTIMIZATION TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURED DISABLED AMERICAN BY ABUSE OF POWER MY STALKER
THREATENING CALLS MY ABUSIVE EX HUSBAND HIS MISTRESS JAY TOWNSEND JOHNSON HENRY JAMAICAN DEALERS IN TAMPA I REPORTED THIS MADNESS TO THE FBI I HAD NO IDEA HOW FAR THIS WOULD GO MANIPULATION FEAR TO HOME INVASIONS JAY TOWNSEND JOHNSON HENRY OBSESSED WITH MY POETRY THIS RESULTED IN HER ARRIVING WITH A GUMAN TO SHOOT
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Categories:
traumatic, allah,
Form: Naat
Traumatic brain injury and frontal lobe damage
Feeling blessed that Allah has allowed me to receive continued care for traumatic headaches neurological damage extensive medical treatment even though I receive death threats on my life by domestic terrorists bitter angry filled with rage because I wore wires pregnant for the fbi buying weapons and drugs from junk sick officers selling drugs for
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Categories:
traumatic, allah,
Form: Naat
Soup Disappearance Reason
My known, soothing landscapes,
grown from my own hues and shapes,
somehow vanquished their view.
Just one more sore blister of news
to aid my staid mind’s gist of confused.
My angered fist punched tears in their wake
before my shock shakily jot them on a list
of all my fear sought to restore propped.
Truth and I both awoke the first day
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Categories:
traumatic, bereavement, body, change, conflict,
Form: Free verse
The Lantern at USF Neurology traumatic brain injury and me
Divided under the cities
streams mapping decisive
endings while toiling about
the beginning boldness
reaching for braising
characters galloping
amidst a certain angst
we’ve devoured nothingness
and opened the sky
with truth thrashing
tempers meaningful tools
craving an emptiness
above the continuous
Bayshore a quiet offering
pelicans landings sinking
yet surrounding the
jaded light house
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Categories:
traumatic, allah, arabic,
Form: Masnavi
Traumatic Testing
Trauma
It is something not a lot of people can empathize with. It is as if it was the victim's fault for turning out like this. The victims' fault for letting their fragile hearts get shattered into a million pieces, unsure of which one to follow. Their fault their soul was cracked like the screen protector
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Categories:
traumatic, 11th grade,
Form: Free verse
Fml
I'm sorry was you not expecting a reaction
What was I supposed act like the didn't happen
And I prayed for an angel to save me
But when Mama came to rescue her baby
You called it kidnapping
You thru my hero in jail
And sent me back to hell
For the devil to finish his "kid-napping"
I was told to
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Categories:
traumatic, abuse, addiction, anger, betrayal,
Form: Free verse
IGOU Arson nine lives car bomb vs defective airbag traumatic brain injury
That’s where it all began the FBI warning me my life was in danger my children lives were in danger because Ciro Gargano had committed these horrific arsons 9 elderly persons lost surrounding my abusive ex he worked doing odd jobs for Gargano this resulted in my wearing wires pregnant buying weapons and drugs for
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Categories:
traumatic, allah,
Form: Ghazal
Haunted by War
Many never come home from battle.
Most come back for war, but not all
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Categories:
traumatic, conflict, death, loss, military,
Form: Free verse
Insect innocence
Drink the poison from my blood, breathe the rot from my lungs.
Take all that has been decaying inside me and nurse it to health like an injured bird.
A child who was once pure, turned sour like a piece of fruit rotting under the summer sun.
Ice in her veins, frozen over from fear.
Her days numbered, belief
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Categories:
traumatic, angst, child abuse, childhood,
Form: Free verse
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