Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

the awakening again night sweats wet sheet 
a cold damp room filled with gloom screams 
wails sighs distant cries the war on the mind 
has began all over again passing through 

enemy territory life exploding like bombs 
quieting thought mere panic send familiar 
waves throughout your body gun shots loudly
rang out the soft beating drum of your own 

infant heart beat takes over wires surround 
your womb deep inside hostage situations 
the calmness gathered beneath drenched 
covers from the trenches of a mental break 

beating down your self consciousness while 
fight flight abruptly arrive to rescue you the 
sinking helpless feeling of darkness overwhelms 
you while you recite i matter an yet the enemy
 
is invisible taunting teasing tampering with your 
inner most peace ripping brain matter tasting 
blood of traumatic events severe violent hardship 
your body trembles your mind captured you quietly
 
lay there helpless asking where is chaplin where is
red cross you are alone within your own rapture
heart pounding pill box fall to the floor mental 
health treatment on the other side of the door
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Radice Avatar
August 13, 2023 at 12:01 PM
This is brilliant Yolanda. It captures the horrors of PTSD. I wrote a poem about PTSD "Wilderness" but that was more about its consequences..your work delves deeper. Ive read it a few times. Cheers - Gary
Nicholsen Avatar
August 14, 2023 at 4:32 AM
Thank you so much. blessings
Goldsmith Avatar
January 30, 2023 at 2:06 PM
WOW!!! What a write/ending. Have a blessed day...............
Nicholsen Avatar
August 14, 2023 at 4:33 AM
Thanks sweetie
Seeker Avatar
January 27, 2023 at 1:29 AM
Traumatic. Takes quite a while to recover. Well captured in this verse
Nicholsen Avatar
January 29, 2023 at 3:24 AM
Thank you very much
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