Flipping Between Parallel Sides
When the walls of my world crumble right in,
I slip through a portal to begin
Again in a softer place, where the veil is thin -
On this other side I always win.
Some call it dreaming, some call it flight,
But I call it flipping, when strife is too tight.
Changing lanes sure beats a road-rage fight,
I can switch...
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Categories:
angst, anxiety, bereavement,
Form: Lyric
NOT HOLDING HANDS
Why couldn't I hold your hand? You ask
Yourself in golden bowers of infinity -
Was it because he felt too old to do it?
It was too infantile an act to make?
Questions! Always questions! It is the time.
And I tear myself away from this
I should not defile the memory
Of the dead, or besmerch their truth -
If truth...
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Categories:
bereavement, death, emotions, mom,
Form: Free verse
The Bell Tower That Leaned InI. The Pastor’s Hand
At dawn’s brittle cusp—
he climbs, each step
a nail in time’s coffin
breath ragged
a Psalm torn mid-hymn.
The rope tastes of incense and myrrh—
Liberty’s fracture
braided through its fibers
a wound
that never quite...
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Categories:
allegory, bereavement, devotion, imagery,
Form: Dramatic Verse
Neatness and GodlinessEvery picture I’ve seen of you as a child,
You wear your hair in plaits.
A stern middle parting and two dark brown braids
Falling down on each shoulder.
A maypole’s dream.
You would do your best to wash them when you could,
When shampoo was available,
Or even in the single, small bathroom.
You would vigorously scrub your face too
With...
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Categories:
bereavement, children, grandparents, poverty,
Form: Free verse
There'll Be A PlaceMy soul’s a shell with wind of time
That blows inside forever
The hollow roar of waves it hides
Although its calm as ever
My mind’s a desolated street
To fields of green and meadows
It leads but not a face I meet
Beneath the tangled shadows
Gone is the 16 Marroway
Gone is the Jansel Square
The garden where Pippa played
Has vanished in...
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Categories:
bereavement, loss, love, together,
Form: Rhyme
The Battles Of A Bad Day's Night
If instinct could alert beforehand;
Reflecting moments as all stand...
The ought process of echoing mind,
For rights to get wrongs tightly bind-
Assign each voice unto confident tears,
Without been paired with fearful glares.
That, would make a day so bleak off sorrow,
And elegant enough to seek anew cum morrow.
If patience could read through broken glass...
Flexing with a system depicted...
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Categories:
art, bereavement, crazy, day,
Form: Rhyme
How should a man bow?Do insects kneel at the mire of a stronger foe?
Do pages turn themselves in fear of the readers will?
Do the stars flicker in panic from the watcher?
Does time relieve itself at thought of the forgotten?
Why then should a man created with the same flesh, blood & strength of the savior bow to such...
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Categories:
analogy, bereavement, christian, devotion,
Form: Free verse
The final prayer
On that day,
the heavens split in silence,
and from the void descended a clock,
not of metal, not of clay,
but of time’s very flesh,
beating between us
like a heart slowly fading.
I looked upon it without fear,
because I knew;
endings do not arrive with cries,
but with a silence
that weighs heavier
than any unspoken word.
You were fire,
and I, merely a candle burning.
I...
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Categories:
bereavement, betrayal, birth, boyfriend,
Form: Free verse
Remembering Winged WarriorFour and a half years ago we lost a fine poet,
a knightly gentleman, and a friend to many of us.
I'm reposting my tribute to him today.
Warrior is an adjective used for a hero or a knight
I knew one, briefly, whose wings have taken flight
Not just a fine poet was John,...
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Categories:
bereavement,
Form: Acrostic
A Soul Hemorrhaged
I feel life breaking a glass, any glass
Or screaming at anyone with or without cause
For now, my breath and tears find no rest,
Seething on a bomb of fury, time claims a place
For rage piercing through my gut too deep...
I never knew he has gone beyond the stars
My soul hemorrhaged, my innocence vandalized--
Please tell me this...
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Categories:
bereavement, father daughter,
Form: Dramatic Verse
Feasting on failureI don’t mind failing
If it's only me graded
If my son is off the table
Failing my family
Nothing can be worse
Blame my weakness
Curses have limits on high
Depends on the vantage point
Failure descends to feed
Looking for a pearl in my meat
Humans don’t eat their children
Like the news say they do
Hamster moms do it with ease
Blindly gnoshing on...
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Categories:
bereavement, depression, loneliness, lost,
Form: Free verse
Pulchritudinous virtual crime pulled off without a cocked hitchPulchritudinous virtual crime pulled off without a cocked hitch
delivered me back in the dark shadows
and the underbelly of the web,
where impossible mission
to differentiate the outer limits
cast by edge of night
essentially rendering a twilight zone
where obscured criminal activity
clear as day in retrospect,
versus earlier this month
when yours truly gung ho
obediently got a...
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Categories:
bereavement, absence, america, anger, anniversary,
Form: Free verse
Missing YouHow do you process when all is a blur?
How can I take in the fact that you're no longer there?
Yesterday was normal. Well, as far as normal goes.
What will tomorrow bring? Nobody knows!
Not so long ago, I thought I knew my path ahead.
Now everything has changed and it has vanished instead!
I was a carer. My...
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Categories:
bereavement,
Form: Couplet
A Song Without MusicThere’s a song without music I hum
While I wait for your call every night
And the lyrics that usually come
“You’re my everything, you’re the light”
But the rest I’ve forgotten, exept
That together-forever trope
And of course there were tears I wept
And most likely, the blessings of hope
Though it all may not matter this time
But it does, even...
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Categories:
bereavement, grief, love,
Form: Rhyme
The scars they don't seeThe scars they don't see
Are the ones filled with the most painful memories
The ones you don't have to touch for them to hurt
Our bodies are permanent scars
A reminder of what was once ours
Now the use to start wars
They made it our prison of skin and bones
Condemning us to a life where silence...
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Categories:
bereavement, discrimination, freedom, funeral,
Form: Free verse
Specific Types of Bereavement Poems
Definition | What is Bereavement in Poetry?