Categories:
sabotage, life,
Form: Senryu
The Bad Guy
Soon as I feel the pain I notice my avoidance
I want something but I’m afraid I’m not sure what I’m doing
I can’t force you off my mind but I think your better off if I make myself the bad guy
Dissatisfied with my choices but I still keep going
You come across my mind
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Categories:
sabotage, anxiety,
Form: Rhyme
Self Sabotage
Things can suddenly
take their toll,
Emptiness creates an
even bigger hole.
Your only company is
a shadow on the wall,
Because you purposely avoid
every text and call.
Can't bear the thought
of making small talk,
So you return to bed
dragging your feet as you walk.
You throw yourself down
letting out a deep groan,
Pushing loved ones away
just to be left alone.
Hoping each
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Categories:
sabotage, depression, mental health, mental
Form: Free verse
Echos of Sabotage
Mistakes, like tire tracks on the highway, to my dismay,
I am persistently navigating wrong, trying to find my way.
Why am I still a student who cannot learn life’s lessons?
Each test is déjà vu of my shortcomings.
This is sabotage!
The unsettling presence of an inner enemy.
Stealthily sowing seeds of doubt,
Like a whisper in
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Categories:
sabotage, conflict, confusion, crazy, dark,
Form: Rhyme
Bad Season
How could you do that to yourself?
You don't even have the slightest idea of how it felt.
You are just making things up,
You have no idea how hard it is to coverup.
All the pain I went through,
Seems meaningless after seeing myself with no clue.
Tried so hard to not look at others.
But kept self sabotaging one after
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Categories:
sabotage, anxiety, art, blue, dark,
Form: Rhyme
Barage In Garage Producing Sabotage
see messy garage
has been like a big barrage
result sabotage
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Categories:
sabotage, allegory, analogy,
Form: Haiku
Faux Pas
For those who lack conviction
Aspirations stay but a mirage
And for those crafting mountains from mole hills
Detriment a deadly barrage
Believers of strange eyes upon them
Flaunt shame as a wristed corsage
And without the courage to soften their hackles
Lie confined in their mind's dank garage
Jongleurs of fabled failures
Treat their worry to massage
Subjecting the rest of their dreadful days
To
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Categories:
sabotage, confidence, conflict, confusion, courage,
Form: Monorhyme
Build You a Nest
Similar to how
Platypi secrete
Poison from their
feet
the heels of your lips
rips my heart
apart
soul surrender
modern art
Poison guise
covert convalescence
from the claws
of your eyes
Laws of lies'
essence
intrude to conclude
an earnest feeling
dealing with the fact
that I love you
deeply
And much like Platypi
I am often confused
for something
that I'm not
but
in love
with you
this I'm as certain
as Platypi
are to amphibians
which they're not
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Categories:
sabotage, confidence, corruption, desire, lust,
Form: Free verse
Love Inside a Car
Let it be just a kiss:
Long or short that you miss,
Your car's door firmly shut
I don't want to hear "But-"
Yes, all glasses rolled up;
You shut your questions up!
Love inside a stopped car
Is taking things too far,
Even for a filled bar,
It could one's image mar,
One's career further mar,
On one's nerves it might
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Categories:
sabotage, adventure, car, courage, earth,
Form: Rhyme
Headshaker
No way to explain it
No need to analyze
No rationale, so incredible
And no meaningful prize
No possible motive
Except maximum self
The conscious world ceases
Brains put on the shelf
Bad habits are just that
Unhealthy routines
Crossing borders, explosive
Loaded, meaningless fiends
And, yes, if G-d let's you
You'll endure this storm too
And the loathing, disgust
Will fade into view
Until the next time
When the devil
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Categories:
sabotage, abuse, anger, appreciation, dark,
Form: Free verse
Birthday Sabotage
It's the 3rd of the month
An excellently important day
5 decades or so ago,
My parents made a little 'roll in the hay'
Tonight, I'm spoiling myself
Going out for dinner el solo
Down to my favourite local Bistro
For Salmon Wellington, Cab Sav and Gateau
Made sure I phoned ahead,
with 3 weeks to go
Booked a delicious pescatarian meal
And a table outside,
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Categories:
sabotage, divorce, fish, food, wine,
Form: Rhyme
Seditious Sabotage
He runs around
Cleaning up her mess
Secretly wishing her
To let down her dress
...and stand
She follows him to death
Making him pay
Holding her heart
While he prays
...to god
They submit to rules
Acting like fools
Let someone else take the wrap
Comfort lines their beds
On satin cases they lay their head
As colored pegs line the map
...of a world
Unowned
Written by Trudy Schrader on 05-28-2022
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Categories:
sabotage, relationship,
Form: Rhyme
Sabotage
My reflection wears a mask
Face painted to hide my tears
Camouflaging hidden fears
If anyone tries to get close
I shatter like a fallen flask
Killing all hopes
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Categories:
sabotage, allusion,
Form: Free verse
Self-Sabotage
Self-sabotage
Self-sabotage; it’s all I know.
There is no way I am letting anybody get close.
Self-sabotage; it’s all I have got.
If you want my love then I will be sure to be gone.
Why try to love me? I can’t be loved.
Why try to like me? I have given up.
Why try to talk to me when
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Categories:
sabotage, hurt, life, love, me,
Form: Bio
Windows Dead
Hid all the menus
Windows did
Then shared the links
throughout it's grid
And spread the way
for what is thread
To mock the balkers
for their tread
And make their lives
a living led
For all the time
that's lost till dead
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Categories:
sabotage, abuse, analogy, angst, conflict,
Form: Quatrain
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