Craving a Smoke
I’m craving a smoke
I’m craving a drag, a poisonous and toxic puff of smog
to fill my empty lungs to
pass the time to
feel the burn in my throat. I fill my body with
solitude
and meditate in cramped spaces with no air.
Lightheadedness
I hope one day you find what you are looking for but I still won’t
count my blessings.
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Categories:
masochism, dark, depression, drug, pain,
Form: Free verse
No Pain Too Great
Yeah, He’s got it bad.
Yeah, He’s had his heart
Broken, Again
But…
No Matter the number
Of times she breaks it,
Each time…
She touches it first.
And her touch is worth
All the pain
That Hell
Can deliver.
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Categories:
masochism, abuse, dedication, emotions, feelings,
Form: Free verse
Fallen
On the edge of paradise,
woeful tears fall, cold as ice.
On that edge where I stand still,
ashen whips jut onto my will.
On that edge you sear my helm!
Kibble it like a spider; overwhelm!
Steering through many an eve.
Conceive, weave, cleave then grieve!
Render and espouse; knight and serf.
Guardian of your tear, gate, and turf.
Enact then re-enact my astral
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Categories:
masochism, angst, anxiety, dance, dark,
Form: Rhyme
Substitution
Eviscerate my being! Distort my face!
Bring me closure to my ego; replace!
Seizure in dark games through which we interlace,
Beckoning the reaper's embrace.
Subvert my empathy!
Break me into colluded ecstasy!
Mold me in your image of apathy!
Put me in a daze of senseful apogee!
If only I could help You experience the same...
If only I
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Categories:
masochism, creation, dark, desire, endurance,
Form: Rhyme
Initiation
A wild wisp,
bound by a vile kiss.
A rogue thought,
bound by flesh and an unchaste heart.
The parallax of bliss..
An outcast shut in.
Withering in distraught.
Die blessed, you stand in my cold rot,
Your flow taught.
Beckoned by a teal whisper,
enticing the senses to tame.
Amethyst's fragile wish,
inviting my essence to claim.
Your coy hum softens the core,
irrigates lust, makes me
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Categories:
masochism, dark, freedom, leadership, lust,
Form: Rhyme
Masochism
At medieval funerals, it was customary for women
To scratch their own cheeks until bleeding so it's written
Sounds gruesome to me
Weird? Well slap my knee
Back then they must have practiced masochism
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Categories:
masochism, happy,
Form: Limerick
Checkmate
Was it the day I saw you smoking in my courtyard
From the window maybe you looked perfectly happy
To be killing yourself.
Was it when I stepped onto your chessboard
With all the arrogance of a Minor God
Apprehended innocent
Jack of Spades red handed
There were no churches in my city
When it became your city too
I watched illusions
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Categories:
masochism, anger, art, betrayal, boyfriend,
Form: Free verse
Prisms and Masochism
Escape the shade
Evade the thought police
Slip into the shadows
So cool
Oh so cool
Fenced in, fenced out
Got you trapped in doubt
Don't believe me?
Rip away the veil
See the scale of the whale
When you hear their voice
Know it drips with poison
Got you spinnin' with their last surprise
Honeyed words don't mean a damn thing
Your heart shines brightest
We're victims of the
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Categories:
masochism, america, meaningful, political, spoken
Form: Free verse
Mental Masochism
Welcome to the old you
Hello, Hello,
Despair so Crude, Dreams are gone
Yet we still follow the old Path
Where empathy kills
And the Sympathy we find is another Lie
You were born to deceive
A puppet-master of emotion
Back off this fixation while you have a chance
Who Would Want To Be This Cold?
Sorrow-- My Emotional High
Who Would Want To Be This
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Categories:
masochism, allegory, angst, art, confusion,
Form: Lyric
Anticipation. . . . Masochism
I wait for him by the side of the fence,
Wait for his laugh as he rounds the bend,
I ignore my heart so wildly throbbing,
I delude myself into believing i'm his only,
Engaging in smalltalk to my dishevelled mind,
I anticipate the smile when he sees me i will find,
I fail to reconginse the telltale signs of a
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Categories:
masochism, passion, heart, heart, me,
Form: Blank verse