My life gardens yin's integrity
and hunt's yang's universal synergy,
outside and inside
reseeding back
and new seeding forth
across time's life
death boundary loves.
If here now,
then not quite yet there tomorrow
outside memories still incarnating,
forming resonant echoes
as dysfunctional dissonance fades,
decaying and absorbing eternal Now,
make haying while Earth's light shines bravely Here
blending diverse future therapeutic dreams
into permaculture's historic enculturing designs
Patriarchal hunters
embracing matriarchal Eden's
sacred synergetic signs
Of exquisitely imperfect rhyming reasons,
not so much orderly marching
toward unseasonal demise,
climate changing surprise
Woke garden witness
to messy riots of richly soiled drama
hunting quieter sustained joy
Perhaps a predative pilgrimage
but also a more resonant ramble,
resiliently romping through rutting
and sleeping salacious seasons.
As I close my eyes
Another part of me dies
I listened to your lies
And I tried to disguise
My hate for you
All the things I had to listen to
All the bad things you do
I wish what you said was true
Things stayed the same
And in the end I'm to blame
For letting you play this game
I just wait for sleep to claim
My mind once more
Dream of what life was like
before
You came to my door
And now I am tore
As I look to the future I see
A better life in front of me
I have married two men in my life
And I loved neither
I have loved two men in my life
And I couldn't marry either
The relationship with each
Fleeting though it may have been
Was magical and whimsical
Like sparks floating in the wind
Our souls linked together
In this life and perhaps another
One lives out a life in my dreams
without seeing him for many years
The other still a fresh memory
Provokes many fresh tears
I know they are not mine
To hold or to long for
But deep in my heart a memory
Is protected by a padlocked door
Let go and let love
Is what they always say
Let go and let live
Is the lesson I obey
For these are kindred spirits
Or at least I pray
Just a glimpse of my soul mate
And how he'll be one day
For in all my pain and agony
I have lost myself and others
But my journey is just beginning
Because I know there is another
Having you in my life is a blessing,
youre on a level of your own
I cant help but stare for youre captivating,
smiling at each thought of you I could never feel down
You mean more to me than you realise,
My words dont give justice to your eyes
That see me beyond what others asssume
With you I dont need a disguise,
Pretences, assumptions and mind games
Having you in my life is a blessing,
for only God can make love unfailing,
This man that I love is handsome and caring,
Im committed and praying, that he may have strength.
Lord I love him more daily
H.B Mzileni
A year approaches day by day.
I miss you more than I'd dare say.
The first time that I held you close.
Knew it was you I'd love the most.
Time stood still, so long awaited.
Promise the world, nothing traded.
One month, I spent with you each day.
Our life I saw, for this I prayed.
To spend a thousand more with you.
Summer's blossom, "Winter's fondue"
Your happiness, I tried my best.
Regret delays, a simple test.
Two days to go, sweet words they stopped.
A song forgotten, feelings dropped?
Miles in silence, what awaits?
I'd drive it twice to see your face.
A quick hello, no joy is found.
Sinking feelings, no love around.
Bad news delivered, heart does break.
The choice to leave, was yours to make.
A blur of pain is all that's left.
You took my heart, but not a theft.
So empty now, my life does seem.
Feelings you spoke, what does that mean?
I'll never know if yours were true..
But always and ever I will..
Love you..
Love is a gift both precious and
pure.
Love is a challenge of the vow
death till us do part.
What is sometimes easy can
leave scars on the heart.
Even though life brings
sunshine and rain.
Every single tear is not always
wiped clear.
The amazing part about life is
wondering.
Will that rainbow appear and
lead to the mystery pot of gold?
Only time will tell.
Life is a journey both joyous
and free,
More than wealth can ever give
me.
Comparing love is absurd.
It's more than floating on cloud
or elevating through air.
These words I hear often.
I love you!
Gentle on my lips.
Love in part sealed with a kiss!
Enough is just a word to end,
This inner pain that comes over and
agian.
Never releases as though i am not
heard.
These emotions are never
preferred.
As saddness is always so heavy,
Days as streangth becomes weary.
Slumber has seemed to become my
haven.
My tears are always what's been
given.
No confort as there is only the
knowlage,
That all in life hangs upon an edge.
How am I to raise aginst the weight,
Or am I to finally bend to my fate.
Tears could not wash away my pain,
Or the hurt thats carried through
my vains.
Loudly I've shouted "This is enough"
Another day I've cared not to Love.
Let me live life with saddness,
For I dreamt the Joke of Happiness.
WILL I LOVE YOU FOREVER?
As the sun moves o’er the sky and never ceases
To warm the life we see around us:
So I follow my orbit around you
And stop for nothing even for a moment.
To warm the life we see around us
I search constantly for your sweet love
And stop for nothing - even for a moment -
On my unending journey.
I search constantly. For your sweet love
I will forsake anything and everything.
On my unending journey
There are no hesitations or stops.
I will forsake anything. And everything -
Everything - in my life points only one way.
There are no hesitations or stops
In the glow and flow of your radiant warmth.
Everything in my life points only one way -
So, I follow my orbit around you,
In the glow and flow of your radiant warmth,
As the sun moves o’er the sky and never ceases.
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Written for Paula Swanson’s Contest “Pantoum”
I see your aurora around your halo
I hear your laugh and it sooths me so
I listen to your dreams and I’m here to stay
Your warming my heart and it takes me away
The smell of your skin is my favorite spice
You are my love my life and my favorite paradise
Just a second with you is time well spent
You’re my angel of light heavenly sent
I feel your breath and you give it to me
The touch of your soul sets mine free
The smell of your skin is my favorite spice
You are my love my life and my favorite paradise
The sweet taste of you brings me to another place
There’s nothing more beautiful than the outline of your face
I drink from these senses as your essence pours
I’m blissfully content and eternally yours
The smell of your skin is my favorite spice
You are my love my life and my favorite paradise
Slowly you entered my life
Slowly you made it beautiful
Slowly I took you to be mine
Slowly this life became wonderful
Slowly you made me love you
Slowly it increased with time
Slowly I was all yours
Slowly life became melodious as a rhyme
Slowly from me you got bored
Slowly you lost all interest
Slowly you craved to move on
Slowly I was left in a state of unrest
Slowly you left me
Slowly I became depressed and cold
Slowly I choked down, 'caus
Slowly I caught death in my hold
Life without you is like love without words
Life without you is like pain and a lot of hurt
Life without you is like being treated like dirt
Life without you is like always being jerked
Life without you is like no life at all
so be in my life and keep me happy
and please don’t let me fall
Friend, Life can become a Whirl-wind
Where Your Always on the Run... On the Go
Trying to meet (in Your Life) All the demands
Where You can't seem to Find Peace.. Or Rest
Your Life is so out of hand.. tis such a mess
Slow-down.. Stop and Take the Time.. Pray
Go right away.. Don't delay
Jesus is Waiting for You!
He will see You through.. Just Ask Him to
He will take all the Burdens off of You
Just Trust.. Believe.. Then You'll Receive
You say, You can't find the time!
You gotta go..
Listen I want You to know
Jesus
-Will Carrie the Heavy Load
You can't do it Alone, You Need Him
He Will give You Peace and Blissful Rest
Jesus is Waiting Just for You!
Take the Time..
Fellowship with Him
Then my Friend,
Your Whirl-wind, Will End
Your New Life With Christ Will Begin
Come to Jesus... Be Set Free....
Friend, You know Life is not,
Just about You and Me
Kick " Your-Self" off the Shelf
Receive God's LOVE, From ABOVE
Love All Your Sisters and Brothers
Always Forgive Each Other
Before the Day is through,
Just like God has Forgiven Me and You
Find it in GOD's SON
For He's the Only One
He is able to Restore,
and make You Whole
Once You Find Him,
Accept His Invitation.. It's Free
Ask Jesus to come in Your heart,
Believe Jesus died on the Cross,
God had Jesus Risen, from the dead
confess Your sins
Make Jesus Lord of Your Life
And Become Born-again
Your New Life Begins
{FOLLOW JESUS CHRIST}
My life is on the line on your life
My life is on the line on your life
Your life is on the line on my life
If you die I die too
If I die You will die too
For we can both live we need to live
our Lives together and happy forever
Wrote this back in middle school, sitting at the piano.
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Save me I’m drowning,
Six feet below
Helplessly falling,
Into the darkness we know
All the life begins to drain,
Wrists are painted red with shame
Die from what I’m dreaming of,
From the death of my love
Standing by your stone,
Whispers bleed through
Standing here alone,
Thinking of you
All the life begins to drain,
Wrists are painted red with shame
Die from what I’m dreaming of,
From the death of my love
Take my life and take my hand!
Please! Just try and understand
All that I am going through,
From the death of you…
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