Dealing With Depressive Loneliness
How would anyone deal with depressive loneliness
when even the dreariest thoughts allow great fear?
Hiding in that lonely world seems right for some,
having nothing is giving up everything even love;
choose joy or pain, dance alone or drink a beer:
see others indulge in happiness, refill your glass!
How useless is believing in miracles,
they only happen to
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Categories:
depressive, allusion, destiny, fear, horror,
Form: Lyric
The Fallen Angel
In my dream, I saw an angel, Whose smile lit up the room. As the figure walked toward me, I noticed a dagger embedded in its chest, slowly bleeding.
The angel began to cry in pain, And the suffering grew worse. Blood flooded the scene, As the angel's cries turned into desperate screams.
The pain was so
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Categories:
depressive, anxiety, deep, depression, dream,
Form: Free verse
The Deepest Dark
The deepest dark
Like an unaware monster it sits within
It hungers for you and all
Unsure of its’ meaning
Yet it already feels diminishing
If you let it crawl around inside
You will will only find its’ call
Metastasizing inside your mind and soul
Its’ stench is foul
That of a musk you cannot describe
Driving you to become the creature it intends
Become what
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Categories:
depressive, abuse, anti bullying, anxiety,
Form: Free verse
3 Am Manic Depressive Tears
The next time you cry,
Acknowledge the warmth of those salty tears upon your cheeks.
That is what it is to be alive.
To have,
To had.
The moment.
I assure you in those lonely moments,
You will feel how strong you are,
How resilient.
You can survive this life,
If only,
You Acknowledge
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Categories:
depressive, courage, deep,
Form: Free verse
Manic Depressive
Manic depressive
3 cups of coffee to keep me awake, astray the train of my thoughts.... Far away, have it your way.
Blue the state of my emotions, like a blue baby please medicate me into a state of meditation.
2 packs of Marlboro to ease the pain, refrain from shame and maybe yes today l feel less
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Categories:
depressive, anxiety, blue, change, dream,
Form: Free verse
Depressive Thoughts
Things changes…
Those lights fade down,
With suicidal thoughts.
Unknown voices heared,
Pains being beared.
People may look strong,
But, what about those weak,
Weeping child of past.
I don't think that
Dark circles and wrinkles,
Are the markers of depression.
Some times a beautiful mask,
Hides everything behind.
But hope never changes,
Everything will be fine soon.
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Categories:
depressive, allusion, anger, anti bullying,
Form: Free verse
Depressive Uplift
Me gambling that once held me up now I’m afraid to utter,
has left me really in the dumps and struggling in the gutter.
No more flamin’ pokies will I play; no horses shall I back,
I’m prepared to take what’s red and have it wrote in black.
I fought this flamin’ gambling bug for nigh on close
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Categories:
depressive, humor,
Form: Rhyme
Dancing Prancing Cry Cry Cry
Dancing prancing
cry cry cry
Whirling twirling
die die die
Up on the roof top
Laughing with maniacal glee
Saddest moment ever
Keeping this to myself, as you can see
Shopping, buying everything in sight
Wishing someone would unplug me
Or turn out the light
Life of the party, collecting strangers all around
Falling fast, and hard, maybe to never again
Fully be found.
Dancing prancing
Cry cry cry
Bi-polar fun.
Why?
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Categories:
depressive, 10th grade, 11th grade,
Form: Free verse
Depressive To Selfless
Please tell me why do I feel like this?
my life is so good, safe, to most it’s bliss
then why do I sit all day, just weep and cry
thinking that things will be better if I die,
there must be some reason why I feel so blue
someone to repair my sorrow with happy glue
I see
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Categories:
depressive, anxiety, change, confusion, forgiveness,
Form: Rhyme
Manic Depressive Yes Me
I am manic
Is that dreadful?
Or is it amazingly creative
and freeing?
I am manic
I am me
Depressed. You bet,
Of ourselves I am.
But this side few will ever see.
I will spend my last here-I-Am-days
Building you up
Making you laugh
Helping you feel okay,
Then like Patch Adams and
My wonderful mother-in-law Helen
I will go to the hither and yon.
I will go
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Categories:
depressive, 10th grade, 11th grade,
Form: Free verse
Trump Paranoid and Manic Depressive
Trump Paranoid and Manic Depressive
By Trump everyone has been annoyed;
Highly paranoid and we want to avoid;
Disaster like Titanic;
Depressive and manic;
Absence from White House will be enjoyed.
Jim Horn
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Categories:
depressive, allegory, analogy,
Form: Limerick
Depressive Which Was Manic
Depressive Which Was Manic
My kind of depression had been manic;
Already considered doing another antic;
Screeching halt,
And my fault;
Broke big button that they labelled panic.
Jim Horn
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Categories:
depressive, allegory, analogy,
Form: Limerick
Manic Depressive Climates
Depression is like dying
without hope this process will end well,
without remediation
at least not for my closely held ego-identity,
and despair
this turning inward
creates a cocoon by avoiding outward.
Focal awareness of ego mortality,
immanent and emanant,
eminent,
turns inward,
returns inward
in despairing response against outward;
the whats and whos of external metaphysical life.
Depression brings tacit fixation on mortality
while advanced notice of
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Categories:
depressive, beauty, culture, depression, health,
Form: Political Verse
Bedtime Prayer of a Chronic Depressive
Should I not awake after tonight,
may my death find me the peace I never found in life.
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Categories:
depressive, depression,
Form: Rhyme
Depressive Canticle
"Inside thy mind hides thine canticle,"
Says the gifted for the chiromanticle.
He read my palms with sturdy eyes,
And said "Boy, there's another in thy mind."
"A voice" he said that "sings you to sleep,
And makes you feel that you must weep.
For the other in you wants you to feel,
Neither joy nor love, of which from you he
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Categories:
depressive, depression, humor,
Form: Couplet
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